Salam alaikum..

ouh. quote of the day, "Challenges are just a bumpy road to happiness..."

Oh Allah, i really nead this patience. idk if i can stand any longer. tsktsk.
i love to smile and nowadays smiling is just something that i need to force myself to do. i tried my best but this heart has a verry hollow hole that just may beat me perhaps to grave. urrggghhh..

im afraid im turning into my own nightmare. Nauzubillahi min zalik.

Allahu Yahdini.. i beg You, my Lord.
=(

salams alaikum..

alhamdulillah. i can finally start to forget about 'taht theng'.. all thanks to Allah swt. i mean, why shud i get myself into such misery if the source of that misery is not miserable, in fact, is happy.. yes, i did say, 'biarlah disakiti dari menyakiti..', but this topsy-turvy, flip on, twist into mist, story must be put into end. at least in my life journal. honestly, my patience is wearing thin and i dont want to sin just bcoz of this..

good-bye past. i will come by and maybe look back , but not permannetly! insya Allah swt.

and yeah, Allah is THE MOST GRACIOUS, he showed the other side before myself. Thank You Allah..

salaams ppl!

huhu.. im really happay! weee~ this is so typical of me. whenever i came back from a camp, i will have this enthusiastic feeling! hahah.. why not? met new friends and learnt lots of new things.. *im smiling 1 km wide* =).

at first, it was kind of awkward seeing those participants hanging out with their respective friends.. but as a facilitator, i had to socialise and blend in into the crowd.. after the grouping & introduction, guess wat? , my groupmates and me were like old friends, talking & laughing non-stop. alhamdulillah.

1. ice-breaking = so much fun. we laughed a lot. the acts were so funny. love it.
2. quiz = intense but educating.
3. amazing race = the best. 4 stations and 4 hysterical action-packed gimmicks..
4. night-outing= tiring. but fun. exhausting. but still hav the time for photo-taking.
5. acting performance by male faci-s= total hilary. about 'ajaran sesat'.. there's a part where; (Dialogue)
Sufi: kau nak mintak Atuk ape?
Umar: nak naik pangkat.. kau tahu kan kerje aku ape...tu..lah..tu..lah..tukang sapu sampah..aku nak naik pangkat at least, jadi manager cleaner pun okay..(haha)

Ustaz zaki: awak semua dah banyak lakukan dosa, betul tak?
Semua: betuuuuuuuuuuul...!
Ustaz Zaki: dosa ape awak dah buat?
Sufi: saye dah bunuh cicak, gigit tikus.......(haha)

ade satu part yang 3 org masuk dalam plastic hitam pastu buat head spinning..that was so haha.

6. warm-up&jogging= i did the warm-ups. but not the jogging due to medical problems.. i was really sick.
7. spring cleaning= simply team work and patience.

so overall, ahamdulillah Ya allah atas peluang ini. and not to forget, Ali Setan datang kasi syarahan!!!! Wee~ aka Ustaz Azmi Mustafa..and his cute little daughter..

All the Credits go to the group named I LOVE ALLAH.

::Let's make Dua together:: "O Allah, make my love for You the most beloved thing to me, and my fear for You the most fearful thing to me, and remove from me all worldly needs and wants by instilling a passion for meeting You, and when You have given the people of the world the pleasures of their world, make the coolness of my eyes (pleasure) in worshipping You!" Ameen.

Salam alaikum..~ annyonghaseyo!

today something unexpected happened. happy or sad, i cnt decide which. -__-'
anw, today i went to Mateen Arabic Class and it was fun! Mumti'aah jiddan! wo xi huan ! hahah. confused about the language thingy? sorry, but i want to learn new languages.. ~ so, this blog is like a site to practise what ive learnt. dui bu qi!

back to the unexpected thing. errmm, i donno how shud i put it but i was really shocked at that point of time. uurrgghh, i cnt bring myself to type the situation. and i dont want to weather the aready bad situation . and i dont want my effort to come to a nought. May Allah swt guide us!

tc peeps , fi amanillah..! =)

salam alaikum..

something to share~ Allahu Hadii

Hidup ini adalah keyakinan dan perjuangan dan perjuangan mukmin yang sejati tidak akan berhenti kecuali kedua telapak kakinya telah menginjak pintu syurga.
[Imam Ahmad Bin Hambal]

some lessons r best learned thru pain. sumtyms our visions clear only after our eyes r washed with tears. sumtyms we have 2 be broken so we can b whole again.. if ALLAH meant the day 2 b perfect, he wouldn't have created 2morrow..

Panda, be patient ok? -insya Allah-

Salam Alaikum People..! =)
wee~ dont be deceived by the wee~ , im not that happy. lol. xD
speaking of happy, i had a dream last few days, in my dream there was a voice that asked me if i was happy and at that point of time i suddenly woke up and spontaneously mouthed the word 'NO'.. and i was like woah!wait a minute, is that my final answer, and suprisingly, yes, thats my final answer.. God , wat has happened to me? -ive no idea-

and yeah, for the past few days i went back and forth to and from school.. classes (Fiqh & IRK) and badminton training.. and yeah, i salute my friends who trained non-stop for captain ball and track ! coz i am extremely exhausted after the first badminton training... =___= '