salam alaikum, folks..
long time no see.. !
ok, i know it's holiday (4 some ppl), but, take just a pinch of your time revising some subjects, and before you know it, it's all worth it. hey, come on, revising is not hard, its just reading back waht you have been taught and it's not a Risk(for heaven's sake) to be taken.. well, suit yourself ok.

ok, why am i babbling about revising? honestly, i donno. maybe because of the fact that i dont really revise that much and really hope that i will cover-up my wasted time b4 the holiday is OVER. God, help me. next year , is waht? oh yeah, O'levels year and here i am, sitting infront of the computer, babbling. not even a book beside me. heheh. i really want to improve on my english but instead of buying english asessment , i watched english movies..yeah, literally. and i'm addicted to Nigahiga, what is nigahiga or correctly, who is nigahiga? if you a consistent you-tuber, you shud know him. he's like the most hilarious guy on Earth after Mr.Bean. and i really like his video on ninja glare..

one more thing, Avatar is sooo good that i cnt get enough of it. =)

till here, foks.
fi amanillah.
TeHee!

salam alaikum folks..
this is my latest piece of work and yeah, once again it's a poem/lyric.
Its a bout two loving couple who are so into each other till it feels that the world is theirs.They even buy identical rings to simbolise their relationship.
One day, the girl says to the guy that she needs to have a break as she 's pursuing her career and she even says that if she continues being with the guy she will not have any future. Relentlessly, the guy just lets go of her with a broken and a shattered heart. Days pass and his sadness turns into anger and he determines that he will work hard and be someone successful.
After years of hardworking, the guy becomes successful and has his own condo, car etc. So one day, while he is driving his Mercedes, he sees the girl's parents and he decides that he will show off to them that he is way better now. He gets out of the car and catches up with them and eventually it leads him to the cemetery. The girl's parents see him and welcome him to follow the, the guy is silent all the way. Gradually, he gets to know that the girl has died of cancer and she left hin not because shes going to pursue her career but to hide her terminal illness from him. And the girl BELIEVED that the guy could be a successful person , one day. The guy cries for hours as he still is in love with her....and he notices that the beneath the girls tomb there's a ring and her last writings that say, "i wish that you put this on my ring on our wedding day and i hope you forgive me, ill be waiting....". and years after that the guy dies wearing the ring to prove his faithfulness...

title: goodbye(from the girl's view)


we were in love and i still do.
just like every other couple,
we sometimes argued,
but that just made our love doubled.

however, time has passed,
and i dont know that im leaving you,
so this is it this love of us wont last,
soon,i'll take my cue.

you were the one who stood for me,
you were the one in who i found my strength,
you were the one who never leave without a smile,
you were just top the rank.

im sorry, goodbye is my last word.
i dont mean for you to hurt,
i just need to go far away,
and dissolve in the sickness of the bay.

pls realise baby,
this is not the ususal me,
pls forgive, and i'll be more thanhappy,
cause its harder to leave than let go,
its easier to cry than in deathblow.

youre still crying, arent you, no?
how am i going to depart,
seeing you clueless and so,
calling me a heartbreaker and a liar.
but still i must go.
this beating heart of mine will stop soon im sure.

i'll wait for you in heaven,
coz thats the best place to meet you again.
as a partner once again,
or just a friend , and thats enough to gain.