Salam alaikum.

"sometimes, someone's happiness is more important than our own.."

well, it is 100% agreed , well, at least, by me..! <3

Salam alaikum, dear readerss..

well, i regard my blog as an escapade for me to escape from the "real world". since, i know that a few or maybe noone reads my blog, i feel comfortable to just blurt everything out. i led and am leading a very complicated life.. and to that i say Alhamdulillah.. without this life i wuld not know about iman and taqwa.. and wuld not feel the depth and the sweetness of loving Allah swt and his beloved messenger, Rasulullah saw.. as a human , truth does taste bitter for me, but in the end it IS the truth..
i am ashamed to say that im loving Allah wherelse my love for Him is not like the love of Rasulullah to Him, or even the sahabats and tabi'inss.. i say i love Allah swt, but what did i do to prove that.. only a LITTLE and it is not guarenteed that it is accepted by Him.. Astagfirullahal Azhim.. i say i love Him, but i care for myself more.. i look at worldly things often than i look at His Signs.. Astagfirullah.. I say i love Rasulullah saw, but wheres my prove?!
and now, when im feeling lost, i finally begin to search for Allah.. when i feel sad, i look for Him.. when i feel alone, then, i start to think of Him.. astaghfirullah... i shuld be ashame of myself..
and now, i Miss Allah swt, i Miss Rasulullah saw..