Hasbunallah Wa Ni'mal Wakeel.

2011-10-22T01:12:00.000-07:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم. الصلاة والسلام على رسول الله وعلى آله وأصحابه اجمعين

2011-09-02T02:15:00.000-07:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم. الصلاة والسلام على رسول الله وعلى آله وأصحابه اجمعين

When you just spend a moment to ponder on these lyrics... it's not a love song for a guy.. it's a love song for the Divine. at least, it is for me. let me highlight the obvious lines that proves my 'theory right'.. heheh..

Bismillah..

"Bleeding Love"

"Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love"

#which reminds me of a story... There was this one guy who was in a car with his Sheikh. Then, he wanted to see his Sheikh's reaction if he was to pop in a CD with a love song in it..

He gave it a try. Suddenly a song that goes, "Habibi... Habibi... Habibi..." which means "my lover" in Arab boosted in the car. Well, his Sheikh's reaction took him by surprise(it wasn't what he had expected)... His Sheikh began to cry. The guy suddenly overwhelmed by guilt, asked the Sheikh why he was crying when listening to love song... His Sheikh's reply.."It reminded me of my lover, Allah Taala..."

Masya Allah Taala. That's what i call, pure love that comes from a pure heart.

What if this situation were to happen to us?

Listen to a love song and we're reminded of who? *you,yourself know the answer....*

so, sometimes it confuses me. The word Habibi..which reminded this Sheikh of Allah Taala..is now being thrown out inappropriately... Allahu Taala Yahdina.

Wassalam. Fi Hifzillah Taala. :)

2011-08-31T01:42:00.000-07:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم. الصلاة والسلام على رسول الله وعلى آله وأصحابه اجمعين

Assalamualaikum wr wb.

Dah lama sebenarnya ana nak post dekat blog ni.. tetapi masa tidak mengizinkan. Alhamdulillah, sekarang ini ada kelapangan dan here goes my post. =)

Bismillah..

(eng+malay post)

#1. The hectic world.

Yup, the title is quite intriguing right? but, this is the reality. this world has become too hectic and i dont mean it just because there were turmoils and disasters everywhere, but too hectic because there is still too much form of ihsaan that we, the residents of the world, neglected.

How can we say the world is peaceful?

when tholibul 'ilm still disrespect their teachers in many ways.

when people backbiting one another in the most insulting way, anyone could imagine.

when people are struggling to wake for their fajr but yet quieing to watch latest movies.

when people are boasting their good deeds thru the internet.

when people use vulgarities like it's the normal way of speaking.

when people still spat over minor issues and totally ignore the major issues of our ummah.

How can we say the world is at peace?

when people are busy searching 'love' and neglecting to search for God's love.

when people thought that BGR is one of the fastest way to obtain God's love.

when people still look down upon others and say they are better.

when people live life for the sake of having fun before death appears into the picture.

when people easily give away money to buy luxury things and yet come out only with a few cents for Mosque/Madrsah/charity organisation's donation.

How can we say the world is at peace?

when there is only a few Muslims who would stand out and up for the sake of Allah Taala.

when there is only a few who would support the other Muslims who stand up for Islam.

when many muslims expect that the next Salahuddin will appear by not doing much about it.

when we, Muslims, are waiting&hoping for the arrival of Mahdi but not preparing for it, but those devil worshippers do not take a day off to prepare for the arrival of Dajjal.

when there are many who preach but do not practise, in fact, their actions contradict with what they preach. -na'uzubiilah min zalik.

Na'uzubillah min zalik.

*People, ikhwan wa akhawat.. lets be a good muslim or die trying to be one.

to be a good muslim does not mean you have to do the so called heroic bombing(NOT AT ALL) and taint Islam's name. The first war is within your own self. fight against your nafs, win the war and then go , without hesitation, spread the beauty and love of Islam.

#2. I am not the only one.

Alhamdulillah.. just recently, i got to find out that I am not the only one who is with this kind of mixed feelings, eagerness, worries and all. There are a few people who possess the same ideas, feelings and determinations and that really makes me happy. HOWEVER, those people are the brave ones, they have these feelings, ideas and they do something about them. they express their views, thoughts, detrminations and love for ISLAM and seem not afraid of critics or negative feedbacks. they are strucked to the core with their own principles. Masya Allah Taala. Barakallahu Feekum. which is far from my actions. im still a coward/loser/helpless being who still wants to play at the safe zone. Astaghfirullah....

&&I am not the only one who feels deeply for the land of Moses AS. Allah... Alhamdulillah.

till here. Fi hifzillah Taala.

Please do du'a for me, and our brother and sisters. The residents of the hectic world.

p.s. however hectic the world may be, with zikrullah, you will feel at peace inside out. That is Allah Taala's promise. and He never ever break His promises. Allahu Akbar!

Wassalam. :)

2011-08-24T02:35:00.000-07:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم. الصلاة والسلام على رسول الله وعلى آله وأصحابه اجمعين

assalamualaikum semua. :)
Alhamdulillah, ana diberi kesempatan lagi untuk meng-updatekan blog ana. Heheee. Ok, today, will be Eng post day. :)

1) If you feel that there is something missing from your heart then, there really is something missing from your heart. The True Love, love of Allah SWT. You have to search for it, and if you have to struggle in order to do that, then, let it be. Allah Taala mentioned in the Quran that he created Jinn and mankind so that they worship Him. yes, we do worship Him, but is it out of love? do we worship Him just because we have to? or do we worship Him beacuse we are forced to? or do we worship Him because we love Him?
This reminds me of the words of Rabiatul Adawiyah which goes something like this.."If there is no heaven or hell, do you still worship Allah Taala?'
Think of it... think hard.. if there is no heaven or any kind of reward, do we still do good deeds?
if there is no hell or any kind of punishments, do we still avoid bad deeds? do we still hesitate to do bad stuffs? are we still propelled to meet Him?
To the extent, Rabiatul Adawiyah did dua to Allah Taala that if she does something for the sake of reward then throw her to the Hell.
This is none other than pure love, true love. alhubb alhaqiqi. For Allah Taala. Subahanallah.
Don't we want to taste the sweetness of Imaan? the sweetness of love towards Him and Rasulullah SAW? Don't we yearn and long for His ultimate Love? Don't we want Him to say to the angels, pointing at us , "Look, there, he/she's my love..."
well, im far from that. way far. Allahu Taala Yahdina.

2) Nothing lasts forever except for Allah The Almighty. :)
everyone must admit that this is superduper true.
be it things, people, friendship, relationship...and the list goes one. Nothing lasts forever.
sometimes we are rewarded with happiness, but dont we ever wonder , the happiness might be a test for us. do we remember Him when we are happy? do we look at others when we are happy? do we still do dua to Him when we're happy?
and sometimes we are tested with grief, lost and sorrow. and we ask, "Why me?" well, Why not? this is the time where we feel how far we are from Allah Taala. how far we are from deserving Rasulullah's SAW sacrifices. we're so far. and yet, He Tested us so we have the cahnce to be close to Him. and yet, youre still breathing. this is all ni'mah. blessing in disguise. Therefore thank Him for every happiness and sadness. If you love someone, everything that comes from your love one will turn out nice to you. So, if you love Allah SWT, everything that comes from Him will be a delight for you. and trust me, you will be closer to Him.
When My servants ask you about Me, then (tell them that) I am near. I respond to the call of one when he prays to Me; so they should respond to Me, and have faith in Me, so that they may be on the right path. (2:186)

3) Treat everyone nicely. treat everyone like how you yourself want to be treated. :)
Sometimes you are not being regarded the same as how you regarde someone. e.g: You regard A as your goodfriend but A regarded you as just an ordinary friend or maybe just a 'shadow'friend.
well, this is not a reason for you to not treat someone nicely. Rasululullah SAW is the best example on how we should react. Look, eventhough Rasulullah was treated badly and hurt badly but he SAW did not return those acts with a bad one , instead He treated them nicely. He even forgave the killer of his beloved Uncle, Sayyidina Hamzah RA although he was killed in a brutal manner. so if we claim that we love Rasulullah SAW, why dont we follow his steps? :)
(Say (O Prophet): “If you really love Allah, then follow me, and Allah shall love you and forgive you your sins. Allah is Most-Forgiving, Very-Merciful.” (3:31))

-thats all for now. wallahu A'alam. everything good comes from The Best. and all the mistakes comes from ana.
Wassalam, Fi Amanillah.

*"Our Lord, do not make our hearts go astray after You have guided us, and grant us mercy from Yourself. You grant mercy without measure."*

2011-08-24T02:25:00.000-07:00

BismillahirRahmanirRaheem

Oh Allah...
I said 2 You: I'm in pain
You said: 'Do not despair of the mercy of Allah' (39:53)

I said 2 You: Nobody knows what is in my heart
...You said: 'Verily, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest' (13:28)

I said 2 You: Many people hurt me
You said: 'So pardon them and ask forgiveness for them' (3:159)

I said 2 You: I feel I'm alone
You said: 'We are closer to him than [his] jugular vein' (50:16)

*credits to FB page Im a Muslim & Im Proud*

2011-08-18T13:29:00.000-07:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم. الصلاة والسلام على رسول الله وعلى آله وأصحابه اجمعين

2nd post of the day.
I would love to post quotes from Ibn AlQayyim AlJawziyyah.
first and foremost, this is a brief introduction on who Ibn alQayyim is.
Ibn Al-Qayyim Al-Jawzziya the great Muslim scholar known for his wise saying and Quotes was born in Damascus, Syria. The real name of al-Qayyim is Muhammad Ibn Abi Bakr but He was named after His father who was an attendant (Qayyim) in a school named Al-Jawzziya. Ibn Qayyim became a student of renowned Muslim Scholar Imam ibn Tayymiyah. Ibn Qayyim Al-Jawziyya was an accomplished scholar of Islamic science and was particularly known for His commentaries.

& here are some of his quotes:
#“Repel the thought, for if you don’t, it becomes an idea. So repel the idea; for if you don’t it will become a desire. So fight against that (desire), for if you don’t, it will become a determination and a passion. And if you don’t repel that, it will become an action. And if you don’t replace it with its opposite, it will become a constant habit. So at that point, it will be difficult for you to change it.” Ibn Qayyim al-Jawziyyah

# “O people who take pleasure in a life that will vanish; falling in love with a fading shadow is sheer stupidity” Ibn al-Qayyim

# “The heart will rest and feel relief if it is settled with Allah and it will worry and be anxious if it is settled with people.” Ibn al-Qayyim

# “And verily for everything that a slave loses there is a substitute, but the one who loses Allah will never find anything to replace Him.” Ibn al-Qayyim

# “The ibtilaa’ (testing) of the believer is like medicine for him. It cures him from illness. Had the illness remained it would destroy him or diminish his reward and level (in the hereafter). The tests and the trials extract these illnesses from him and prepare him for the perfect reward and the highest of degrees (in the life to come).” Ibn Qayyim

# “The scholars of evil sit at the doors of Al-Jannah (Paradise) calling the people to it with their speech, but calling to the fire with their actions; every time they speak their words to the people they rush forward whilst their actions suggest not to listen to them- for if what they had been calling to was true, they would have been the first to respond. Thus they are seemingly guides, but are in fact highway robbers.” Ibn Qayyim

Wallahu A'alam.
Wassalamu'alaikum.

2011-08-18T13:21:00.000-07:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم. الصلاة والسلام على رسول الله وعلى آله وأصحابه اجمعين

Assalamualaikum wr wb. :D

Marhaban bika Ya Ramadhan, Bika Bika.

First and foremost, I would like to post abt Ihya' Ramadhan Camp organised by Madrasah Aljunied Al-Islamiah and ITMAJ. Alhamdulillah, the camp was wonderful & great. My friends and I were really grateful to be given the chance to attend this camp. There were the Nasyids , Khatamul Kutub with sanad, ways on how to handle the dead (mayyit) and lots of ikhwah bonding session. Alhamdulillah. The nasyids was the highlight of this whole camp, for me. Lots of nasyids were brought back home and shared to my fellow classmates and school. To mention a few; Marhaban Bika Ramadhan, La Ta'jalanna, Allahu, Ya Arhamarrahimin and many more! Masya Allah Taala, indeed nasyid is a very fun way to strengthen our iman and the bond between us. Alhamdulillah!

Jazakumullah Taala for those who were involved in every aspect of this camp. Barakallahu Feekum. :D

wassalam.

2011-08-17T21:10:00.000-07:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم. الصلاة والسلام على رسول الله وعلى آله وأصحابه اجمعين
Bismillah. Assalamualaikum... :D
Ramadhan memang bulan barakah, memberi seribu keinsafan setiap hari, membawa juga seribu dugaan supaya kita dekat padaNya. Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli haal. Semoga dugaan yg diterima dapat dijadikan iktibar dan dapat menjadikan ana seorg yg lebih dekat denganNya. Jgn pernah lupa ," seberat mana dugaan yg kta terima, jauh lebih berat lagi dugaan yang diterima Rasulullah SAW..".
dan kita hanyalah seorg hamba. adakah kita mempunyai hak menyoal dugaan yang diberikan pada kita? Astaghfirullah... sungguh, diri ini jauh sangat dariNya sehinggakan perlukan pada dugaan agar dapat wasilah padaNya. sungguh Faqeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer. Astaghfirullah..
teringat ana pada kata2 Bapak ana semasa beliau baru pulang dari umrah tahun lepas.. "Di sana(haramain) ramai yang beribadah.. jika kita lihat kesemuanya.. terfikir sejenak.. antara mereka, kita ni yang keberapa di sisi Allah Taala.." - Sungguh kata2 Bapak ana bagaikan panah yang menusuk dikalbu. Allah.. dalam jutaan ummat Islam dari dulu sehingga sekarang, dengan amalan ana yang tak seberapa, entah diterima atau tidak, ana yang ke berapa disisiNya.. Allah... Astaghfirullah..
Dengan kefakiran ini juga, kita masih sibuk dengan perkara dunia. dengan hal yang begitu remeh, sedangkan hal Ummah masih memerlukan kesepaduan untuk menyelenggarakannya.. kalau para Sahabat dalam usia mereka yang masih muda sudah menyumbang banyak kepada Islam, bagaimana pula kita. adakah sumbangan yang diberikan atau hanya sekadar kata2 zahiriyyah yang belum terbukti dengan amalan? Allah.... :'(
Selain itu, soal hati.
Jika hati kita buruk, kita akan menjadi buruk secara keseluruhan. Kalau baik, maka baiklah seluruhnya. Jadi, jagalah hati. Kadang2 keindahan dunia mengaburkan mata kita, tetapi hapuskanlah kekaburan itu dengan mendekatkan diri dengan yang berhak, yang paling berhak. Tuhan semesta alam, Allah SWT. Kadang hati ini rasa terikat, leraikanlah ikatan itu dengan zikrullah dan selawat. Tidakkah kita percaya dengan janjiNya, "Sesungguhnya dengan zikrullah, tenanglah hati itu..." Percayalah dengan janjiNya. Percayalah wahai hati.
Cintailah pejuang Islam yang teragung sebelum kita cintai yang lain. Cintailah Rasulullah SAW. Pengorbanannya pada kita mengalahkan pengorbanan Hwarang pada rajanya. Sayangnya pada kita mengalahkan sayang Majnun pada Laila. Rindunya pada kita mengalahkan rindu Rose pada Jack. Risaunya untuk kita mengalahkan risaunya seorang ibu pada anaknya yang hilang. apa yang telah disebutkan , hanyalah sedikit sahaja dari sifat2 Baginda SAW. sedikit sahaja. Allahumma Solli 'alaih wa sallim.
setakat ini sahaja. coretan ini adalah peringatan buat diri ana sendiri. Allahu Taala Musta'an.
Addua biddu'a. :)
wassalam, Fi Hifzillah.

2011-08-07T08:47:00.000-07:00

Bismillahirrahmnirrahim.

"Live without pretending, love without depending, listen without defending, speak without offending.."- too idealistic? Think again. InsyaAllah Taala.. kullu khair.

2011-08-01T10:38:00.000-07:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم. الصلاة والسلام على رسول الله وعلى آله وأصحابه اجمعين

Bismillah. Assalamualaikum... :D

"Biarlah dirahsiakan cinta itu,

tanda pengorbanan dan kepatuhan.

Biarlah menanggung rindu,

tanda keredhaan dan ketabahan.

Jangan alpa terhadap cinta Haqiqi,

jangan utamakan cinta duniawi.

jadikanlah Sang Pencipta diutamakan dahulu,

Cinta Rasul didamba dari yang lain.

Paksi iman di teguhkan dahulu,

janganlah sekali-kali ikut hati melulu.

Memang payah dan sakit melawan kehendak jiwa,

namun, muhasabahlah wahai diri,

siapa yang memberimu rezeki dan kelebihan ilmi,

memberimu nafas yang belum terhenti,

siapakah yang memberimu iman yang masih bertaut pada diri,

dan siapakah yang memberimu perasaan Cinta sejak azali lagi?

Syukurilah nikmatNya wahai hamba yang lupa.

Tinggalkanlah dunia, kejarkanlah CintaNya.

!.....ففروا إلى الله"

2011-08-01T09:57:00.000-07:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم. الصلاة والسلام على رسول الله وعلى آله وأصحابه اجمعين

Bismillah. Assalamualaikum... :D

Thayyib, akan ana letak post yg ringkas InsyaAllah Taala.

Pertama sekali , Ramadhan Kareeeem semua! Ustazah ana kata kalau ada org yg ucpkan 'Ramadhan Kareem' jawapannya ialah "Allahu Akram". :D

Semoga Ramadhan ini dapat menjadikan kita hamba yang lebih baik, dekat dengan Allah Taala, meraih cinta Haqiqi dan dapat berisitiqamah dalam melakukan ibadah. Allahumma Aameen.

Kedua, ana harap antum semua dapat mendoakan kesejahteraan ana. InsyaAllah Taala.

#"Wanita apabila ia sembahyang lima waktu, puasa sebulan Ramadhan, memelihara kehormatan serta taat pada suami, maka masuklah mana-mana pintu syurga yang ia kehendaki. (Riwayat dari Ahmad Ibnu Hibban, Thabarani, Anas bin Malik).

2011-07-30T07:03:00.000-07:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم. الصلاة والسلام على رسول الله وعلى آله وأصحابه اجمعين

Bismillah. assalamualaikum semua. heeee.

okay.

EPISODE 3.

Bengkel Bahas seterusnya bukan lagi dianjurkan oleh para senior tetapi oleh Ustazah Sri. Bengkel ini diadakan setiap Selasa selepas loceng tamat sekolah. Jadi, siapa yang betul2 serius ingin masuk Bahas 4PM mesti hadir. Cikgu Masaini dan Ustazah Raihanah juga hadir sebagai penasihat dan pemberi motivasi. :D Amat terkejut sekali apabila ana hadir sekali nampak abg2 preu 2 pun turut serta menghadiri bengkel ini. Ana ingat mereka hanya ingin menjadi mentor tetapi dapat tahu mereka juga akan bertanding untuk mengikut serta dalam Bahas 4PM. pada ketika itu, ana betul2 rasa, "Alamak, peluang ana tipis sgt kerana ada dua org yg begitu hebat akan sama2 bertanding mengisi tempat untuk mewakili madrasah..." - dalam kata yg lain, ana rasa inferior. Akan tetapi, demi ilmu, ana kuatkan semangat dan cuba sedaya upaya untuk aktif dalam kegiatan yang dijalankan ketika bengkel diadakan. Alhamdulillah, begitu banyak sekali ilmu yang ditimba, dan juga dapat juga merapatkan ukhuwwah dengan kawan2 yg juga ikut serta dlm bengkel ini. Pada satu hari, tiba2 kami disuruh membentuk kumpulan dan berbahas. Kumpulan ana dapat mauduk "Mas Kahwin wajib diberikan....", dan kumpulan ana yang terdiri dari Nadiyyah, Aidil dan ana, menjadi penyanggah. Heheh. Penyanggah rawks. Kumpulan pencadang pula terdiri dari Nufail, NurLinati dan Akh Khairul Anwar. sepanjang kami berbahas, tak kering gusi kami dibuatnya. Nak tahu kenapa? KERRRANA, bnyk gelagat yang lucu dapat dilihat. Misalnya:

1) Ketika Linati bebahas:

Aidil: Celahan Puan... *celahan dan soalan*

Linati: Ya.....*angguk* teruskan perbahasan.

#seakan2 Linati bersetuju dengan pernyataan Aidil.

2)Linati baru nak memberi isi yang pertama, loceng tamat dibunyikan. heheheeeee

3) Akh Khairul memberi pantun pembuka bicara , "Senduk besar, berat isinya..."(-lebih kurang sama.*terlupa*)

Ana memberi pantun pembuka juga dengan menggunakan perkataan senduk. "Senduk kecil, ringan isinya..."

#hehe, ana terasa dengan pantun tu. jadi,terbawa2.. nak balas juga..

4)Akh Khairul mencelah, "Nampaknya pihak penyanggah keliru dengan mauduk...*celahan*"

Ana buntu , dan terus menjawab , "Selalunya yang banyak mencelah adalah orang yang keliru..." Terus Akh Khairul kelihatan keliru. heheheeeeee.

#taktik last minute yang menjadi.

Pada perbahasan yang kedua antara kumpulan yang lain, ana tk dapat lihat kerana ana ada khutbah di Musollah cuma dapat lihat sedikit je.

1)"Saya mengatakan Kakak Tua, bukan Burung Kakak Tua"

Kumpulan lawan "Tadi pihak lawan ada mengatakan Kakak Tua?"

Kumpulan pertama, "Celahan tuan, saya katakan Burung Kakak Tua, bukan kakak Tua.."

#terbawak2 sampai beberapa hari berikutnya.

Dan pada akhir perbahasan yang berlangsung selama 2 kali dalam 2 minggu, Ustazah Sri , Ustazah Raihana dan Cikgu Masaini memberi maklum balas dan komen yang membangun...dan kami diberitahu...hari Sabtunya ada uji bakat (saringan) untuk siapa2 yg berminat untuk menyertai Bahas 4PM. *bbrrrrr* Terkejut ana dibuatnya.

Ana ada beritahu Linati, kalau kami tak dipilih.. ketika para wakil MWTAI di perkampungan bahas , kami akan mendirikan khemah sendiri dan berbahas disitu.. heheh. *semangat berbahas*.

-Akhir episod 3.

wassalam, fi Amanillah. :D

2011-07-25T05:16:00.000-07:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم. الصلاة والسلام على رسول الله وعلى آله وأصحابه اجمعين

Assalamualaikum. *peace*

Ok, a quick one from me.

Episode 2:

baru perasan, nak kene tulis dalam Bahasa Kita(MELAYU) (ceyh).. ok, lepas bengkel itu, minggu seterusnya ana tidak hadir ke sesi bengkel yang kedua KERANA APA? haha. KERANA ada perbincangan bersama pegawai2 MUIS di Masjid Muhajirin bersama beberapa teman MWTAI dan juga Madrasah Al-Ma'rif dan Madrasah Al-Junied. Bincang mengenai apa? Mengenai *rahsia*. Selepas itu, dikatakan bengkel yang ana tak dapat hadir itu, amat menyeronokkan kerana ada kehadiran seseorng tetamu, ana lupa siapa........ dan dapat tahu juga, Ustazah Sri akan mengadakan bengkel bahas juga dibantu oleh Cikgu Masaini. dan dapat tahu juga, yang tidak lama lagi, uji bakat bahas akan diadakan untuk memilih siapa yang akan menjadi wakil MWTAI ke Pertandingan Bahas 4PM 2011. *amat gementar sekali pada ketika itu* tetapi, semangat semakin membara. :D

ok, till here.. *nak buat kerja rumah*

Fi Hifzillah Taala. Wassalam,

2011-07-20T09:23:00.000-07:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم. الصلاة والسلام على رسول الله وعلى آله وأصحابه اجمعين.

"Aku mencintai orang-orang soleh, meskipun aku belum termasuk golongan mereka. Aku harap semoga aku mendapat syafaat dari mereka.
Aku membenci orang-orang durhaka, meskipun sebenarnya,mungkin,aku termasuk golongan mereka." (Imam Syafi’i)

2011-07-19T03:26:00.000-07:00

Episode Satu:

Bismillah...
Pertama sekali mengapa ingin masuk bahas?-Heheh. ana dari kecil lagi..dari zaman Ustaz Irwan Hadi, Akh Hidayat dan seterusnya kepada Akh Azfar berbahas lagi , ana dah simpan cita2 nak masuk bahas.. ingatnya mudah.. (cakap, buat kelakar dan lagak konfiden sahaja) tetapi...heheh. Jadi, pada awal tahun ini, abang2 preu 2 ada membuat bengkel bahas untuk pelajar preu 1 supaya dapat melatih pelajar2 ini dan mempersiapkan mereka untuk apa2 acara berbahas khususnya bahas 4PM. Ana memang suka masuk bengkel2 serupa ni, apalagi masuk je lah... Beri nama pada pelajar preu 2 , tetapi belum lagi ada semangat yang membara yaaa, cuma minat yang mendalam... heheh.

Bangkel pertama bertembung dengan diskusi untuk GP, tetapi ana pergi juga kerana menurut abg2 preu 2 , ia hanya sebentar sahaja. Ana pun pergi dengan berbekalkan sebuah buku catatn dan juga alat tulis. antara yang menghadiri bengkel ini ialah Nurlinati, Khadijah, Ain, Hadi, Nufail, Aidil, Syaraf , Shireen dan juga Farah. Mentornya yang ana ingat ialah, Akh Adi, Akh Khairul, Akh Luqman dan Akh Munzir agaknya. Pada bengkel ini kami diberikan sebaris frasa ataupun satu perkataan dan disuruh berbual mengenai itu selama 2 minit. Ada yang dapat perkataan 'awan' , ada juga yang mendapat mengenai 'ilmu hitam' dan ana dapat tentang 'Kayu Jati'. Sebenarnya, topik yang ana dapat , ana nak menyampaikannya dengan serius dan mengaitkannya dengan ilmu geografi tentang deforestation ... namun, ana masih tak faham mengapa ramai orang rasa yang penyampaian ana melucukan... 0.o ...
dan selepas itu, Akh Luqman dan Akh Khairul memberi sedikit sebanyak maklum balas dan juga komentar berdasarkan persembahan kami. Banyak kata2 motivasi dan komentar yang bermanfaat yang dapat diraih.. dan pada ketika itulah ana menganggap mereka sebagai Xifu ana.. ana betul2 kagum dengan mereka, dalam fikiran terdetik ,"Abg2 ni mesti pakar dalam berbahas...begitu komited dan tidak sia2 datang bengkel ni.."
Mereka juga ada memberitahu yang mereka memasuki bahas pada tahun lepas, namun tidak dapat mara ke peringkat suku akhir.. dan mereka inginkan kita(pelajar preu 1) meneruskan perjuangan mereka. Semangat sudah dapat dirasakan, namun belum membara kerana ana belum tahu apa yangs sedang menunggu di hari muka........

2011-07-16T06:27:00.000-07:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Alhamdulillah wa as-solatu wassalamu 'ala rasulillah wa 'ala aalihi wa sohbihi ajma'een.
Salam 'alaikum. Hello peeps. Apa khabar semua? hehe. okayy, sebenarnya dah lama ana nak post dekat blog, cuma masa tidak mengizinkan... Hari ini pun mungkin pos yang ana nak letak agak ringkas, tapi bagi ana tak mengapa kerana ana nak sangat post.. heheh. Alhamdulillah hari ini sudah diberi peluang untuk mengepos(haha) dkt blog ni.

Nak tahu post ana tentang apa? *jeng jeng jeng* tentaaang BAHAS 4PM. heheh. ana nak post sgt kerana nak memori yang ada dalam benak fikiran tertulis dan andai lupa pun, masih bole disegarkan dengan post ini.. InsyaAllah Taala. Okay, ana akan mula dari A to Z. jadi pos ana ini akan ada episod2 yang selanjutnya ya... :D

2011-05-08T21:00:00.000-07:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم. الصلاة والسلام على رسول الله وعلى آله وأصحابه اجمعين.

Some of the Quotes which i found very meaningful. :)

#Do not let obedience (to Allah) please you because it came from you, but rejoice because it came from Allah who blessed you with it.

— Ibn Attaillah al-Sakandari

#When you dislike your life, who asked you to like it at the first place. Love Allah Taala, and life will become beautiful, insyaAllah Taala.

#"Oh mighty Allah, show me the direction that you like and not what I like"

# ‎"..You do not hit upon good fortune just by chance...For this you have to suffer some pain...A drop transforms into a pearl only after undergoing confinement.." - Shaykh-ul-Islam Dr Muhammad Tahir-ul-Qadri ♥

#Time and tide wait for no man.

#Knowledge is my companion, it is with me wherever I go. My heart is its container, not the bookshelf. Ali RA

2011-05-08T19:51:00.001-07:00

Al-Hadith : 7 Golongan Yang Mendapat Naungan

Daripada Abu Hurairah r.a. pula, katanya, Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda:

"Ada tujuh macam orang yang akan dinaungi oleh Allah dalam naunganNya pada hari yang tiada naungan melainkan naunganNya sendiri (yakni hari kiamat), iaitu :

1) imam (kepala atau pemimpin) yang adil.

2) Pemuda yang membesar (sejak kecilnya) dalam beribadat kepada Allah.

3) Orang yang hatinya tergantung (sangat memerhatikan) kepada masjid-masjid.

4) Dua orang yang saling cinta-mencintai kerana Allah, keduanya berkumpul atas keadaan sedemikian itu dan keduanya berpisah atas keadaan sedemikian itu pula.

5) Orang lelaki yang diajak oleh wanita yang mempunyai kedudukan dan berparas cantik, lalu ia berkata: "Sesungguhnya saya ini takut kepada Allah," (demikian pula sebaliknya, iaitu wanita yang diajak lelaki lalu bersikap seperti di atas)

6) juga orang yang bersedekah dengan suatu sedekah lalu disembunyikan sedekahnya itu sehingga seolah-olah tangan kirinya tidak tahu apa yang dinafkahkan oleh tangan kanannya.

7) dan orang yang mengingat pada Allah di waktu keadaan sunyi lalu melelehlah airmata dari kedua matanya."

(Muttafaq 'alaih)

2011-05-08T19:48:00.000-07:00

2011-05-08T08:19:00.001-07:00

Put Your Trust In Allah Taala. Thank Him for everything. Love Him. :)

Barakallahu Feekum wa Feena, ameen.

2011-05-08T07:33:00.000-07:00

2011-04-30T03:54:00.001-07:00

‎"O Lord, grant me your love, grant me that I love those who love you; grant me, that I might do the deeds that win your love. Make your love dearer to me than the love of myself, my family and wealth." (Tirmidhi)

2011-04-30T03:33:00.000-07:00

2011-04-30T03:31:00.000-07:00

IHSAN.

2011-04-30T03:21:00.000-07:00

Narrated Abu Hurairah (radiyAllahu anhu): Allah's Messenger (sallAllahu 'alayhi wa sallam) said, "Allah the Exalted has said: 'I will declare war against him who shows hostility to a pious worshipper of Mine. And the most beloved thing with which My slave comes nearer to Me, is what I have enjoined upon him; and My slave keeps on coming closer to Me through performing Nawafil (voluntary prayers or doing extra deeds besides what is obligatory) till I love him, (so much so that) I become his hearing with which he hears, and his sight with which he sees, and his hand with which he strikes, and his leg with which he walks; and if he asks Me something, I will surely give him, and if he seeks My Protection (refuge), I will surely protect him.'"

(Sahih Bukhari)

2011-04-12T04:40:00.000-07:00

2011-04-12T04:35:00.000-07:00

IMAM Al-Ghazali berkumpul dengan murid-muridnya lalu beliau bertanya: “ Apakah yang paling dekat dengan diri kita di dunia ini?” Masing-masing muridnya, menjawab: guru; teman, kaum kerabat, isteri atau suami. Imam Ghazali, berkata: ‘Semua jawapan itu benar. Tetapi yang paling dekat dengan kita ialah mati. Sebab itu janji Allah, bahawa setiap yang bernyawa pasti akan mati (Surah Ali-Imran :185).

Imam Ghazali bertanya lagi: “Apa yang paling jauh dari kita di dunia ini? Masing-masing menjawab, bulan, bintang dan matahari. Imam Ghazali membenar semua jawapan itu lalu berkata: yang paling tepat ialah masa lalu. Dengan apapun kemudahan kita, manusia tidak boleh kembali kepada masa lalu. Sebab itu kita perlu menjaga dengan teliti hari ini, esok dan akan datang dengan perbuatan yang dituntut agama Islam.”

Menyoal lagi Imam Ghazali : “Apa yang paling besar di dunia ini?” Pelbagai jawapan yang munasabah diterima daripada anak muridnya dan ia membenarkannya, namun berkata, jawapan paling tepat ialah hawa nafsu (Surah Al A’raf: 179). Maka kita harus hati-hati dengan nafsu kita, jangan sampai nafsu kita membawa ke neraka.”

Imam Ghazali bertanya lagi: “Apa yang paling berat di dunia ini?” Anak muridnya menjawab dan Imam Ghazali mengiyakan, namun berkata: “Perkara yang paling berat di dunia ialah memegang amanah (Surah Al-Azab : 72). Tumbuh-tumbuhan, gunung, dan malaikat semua tidak mampu ketika Allah SWT meminta mereka menjadi khalifah pemimpin di dunia ini. Tetapi manusia dengan sombongnya berebut-rebut menyanggupi permintaan Allah SWT sehingga banyak manusia masuk ke neraka kerana gagal memegang amanah.

Imam Ghazali bertanya: “Apakah perkara yang paling ringan di dunia ini?” Beliau menerima jawapan dan berkata: “Semua jawapan kamu itu benar, tetapi yang paling ringan sekali di dunia ini adalah meninggalkan solat. Gara-gara pekerjaan kita atau urusan dunia, kita tinggalkan solat.”

Imam Ghazali bertanya, “Apa yang paling tajam sekali di dunia ini?” Murid-Murid dengan serentak menjawab: “Pedang”. Imam Ghazali membenarkan jawapan itu, namun berkata: “Paling tajam ialah lidah manusia kerana melalui lidah, manusia dengan mudahnya menyakiti hati dan melukakan perasaan orang lain.”

Semoga post ini bermanfaat untuk semua. Feel free to share/tag kawan antum/antunna.

Credits to the website:http://nur-pearls.blogspot.com/2009/12/mutiara-kata-imam-al-ghazali.html

2011-03-22T05:15:00.000-07:00

Salam alaikum. Bismillah, alahmdulillah wassolatu wassalam ala Habibi alMusthofa.

"When you like K-Pop/Drama, you learn to get to know the language, speak in it and all kind of stuffs.
So if you say you love Rasulullah Sollallahu 'Alaihi wasallam, learn Arabic, educate yourself with his teachings and try to get to know everything about him SAW...."

Wallahu A'alam

2011-01-18T21:19:00.000-08:00

Salams...
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assolatu wassalamu Ala Sayyidina Muhammad Wa ala alihi wa sohbihi ajmaeen.

I was about to share my heartache with this blog but then i realised that the best One to listen to my probs is Allah Taala. He is Sufficient for me. Bas, i dnt need anything, only Him.. Allaah, thanks for this blessings. ;)

2011-01-16T03:14:00.001-08:00

Salams.. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. assolatu wassalamu ala Sayyidina Muhammad wa 'ala alihi wa sohbihi ajma'een.

~Just a reminder to myself and hopefully the others as well.

People come and go. Yes thats true, for me , eventhough people come and go, especially my goood friends, i would never forget you, what weve been thru and the impact youve put on me. InsyaAllah, this is possible if only Allah Taala wills it.

People change. What if my friends change? Ya Allah, i still care about them. What if they dont care about me? I still care about them.
For me, friends are one of the wonderful gifts Allah Taala has given to me. I am grateful for His gifts. When I love my Creator, i love everything that He creates except the ones He asks me to dislike.
Allahu Rahmaan.
Wassalam.

2011-01-16T02:45:00.000-08:00

Salams..

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, assolatu wassalamu 'ala Sayyidina Muhammad wa'ala aalihi wa sohbihi ajma'in.

the worlds is big. so big that it seems that there is not enough time to leave my footprints on all its land let alone the ocean. i have this desire to travel the world , meet people, see places and visit maqams. the place which i really long for is my beloved prophet's place of birth, Mecca al-Mukarramah, second is the place where my beloved prophet SAW had his last breathe, Madinah al-Munawwarah.
this servant of Allah Taala is longing for the eternal peace. Allah please guide me...

2011-01-12T22:53:00.001-08:00

Salaam alaikum,

im not the kind of person who is able to type long posts but i'll try to convey what is in my heart.

I know (for a very long time) that my blog has viewers that are close to nil so .... yeah, i'll just continue.

as i know and maybe some of you know, right now my friends and me are wat you call it " having our on ways" in choosing education institute, but our heart is still one. A few months back, i dreaded the day we need to separate and choose our own paths, but now at this very moment i realised that this is the best for us. As the saying goes, ' its not about how we separate, its about how we still in one another's heart even after we separate for a long time..'. and for me, thats the most important thing. Dua for one another is another powerful tool in friendship.
Some of my friends are going overseas, and for sure I WILL MISS THEM.
but worse is, knowing your friend is just a few MRT stops away but you dont have the chance to meet them. Allahu Hafiz. Gerls , take care of yourselves okay.
For my friends who dont have friends to be with in their new school, ACTUALLY, youre not alone, Allah Taala is with you. and yeah, im with you too, right there>> turn to your left>> look down>> im right there.. in your HEART. ;(
Please, let Allah Taala be sufficient for you. He's your Creator, He knows all about you, He's the BEST Wakeel, Helper, Victory-Giver. Subhanallah, not one of your friends can give all of that to you. not one, ONLY ALLAH TAALA.
&if you die while seeking Allah's knowledge, paradise awaits you. (provided you have the right intentions and Allah Taala Wills it, InsyaAllah). =)
People, out there is a battle, between you and yourself. Fight for the sake of Allah Taala, dont let your desire overcome you, not even once. This world is a test & we MUST pass the test. InsyaAllah we can!

& Dont ever forget, watever you study, dont forget to contribute back to the Ummah and community. Make your parents smile, your teachers beam and make it all worth it. Love Allah Taala, & everything starts from there. Remember our beloved Rasulullah Sallallaahu 'Alaihi Wasallam 's sacrifices. He SAW sacrificed for us, but what did we do in return?

Fi Amanillah, Allahu Taala Hafeez.
Wassalam.
-Zahratur Rofiqah, Muhibbah Ilallah.

2011-01-12T22:43:00.000-08:00

Salam alaikum wr wb.

Salaaam to all of you people. Uhibbukum Fillah.

Okay, i last updated moths ago and now im updAting , Alhamdulillah.

On Dec holidays, i spent 2 weeks in Indonesia. It was alhamdulillah a great experience. Eye-opener, mind blowing and faith-boosting , all in one trip.
Just before New Year, i became a committee in Orientation Camp for sec1 in MWTAI, i was in the FnB departments. Love it.
6-8 Jan, i became a facilitator for p6camp. Wonderful and a great experience.
10 January, i received my Olevel result, alhamdulillah Allah Taala grant my parents happiness. Insya Allah..

&now, im waiting for a call from MWTAI if i get in into MWTAI for pre-u or the otherwise. Hopefully, i got to be one of the Barneys in Waktanjong. jyeah! InsyaAllah Taala.

2010-11-28T01:04:00.000-08:00

Bismillah, sollu 'ala An-Nabi SAW.
Salamss, bloggers.
i miss my blog!

yeah, it has been like 2 months since i last posted something. i have been busy with my exams and Olevels. just speaking of Olevels, makes me shiver. hahah. i really hope for your du'as.. syukran jazeelan.

&insyaAllah, ill be continuing my pre-u in..... MWTAI.. ameen! my beloved school. ouh, how i miss my school, teachers, friends, canteen vendors, classrooms and even the smell. hehes.

&i donno wat to post. before loging in to blogger, it seemed like i had triliions of ideas but when it comes to typing it, everything seems to go Kapoof! blank. khairan insyaAllah.

will be continued..due to loss of ideas.

fi Amanillah.

2010-08-04T04:01:00.000-07:00

Salamsss Alaikum...

errr... nothing special to post but something to say.
*if i regard someone as a friend, i will take care of that person. physically or not. seen or not . noticed or not.(insya Allah) &if that someone does not appreciate my care, then, it's okay coz i still care. i cant hold a grudge for too long, i cant be mad for too long. & this makes me a more patient and endurance person. alhamdulillah.

Benci seseorang biarlah kerana perangai buruknya, bukan orangnya. Jika orang itu telah meninggalkan keburukannya, maka kita juga harus meninggalkan kebencian kita itu. Kita harus sayang orang itu. Innamal Mu'minuuna Ikhwah.

wassalam.

2010-07-30T06:27:00.000-07:00

Salam alaikum...

ouh... hello everyone ! hahha.. macam lah ade org tgk blog super "taktertengok niih".. hahha.. subhanallah..

okay2.. today i will write in both eng & malay coz i want to improve in both. as if i can improve by writing rojak.. hahha.. insya Allah can.. =))

okay, today, basically i would like to talk abt love. yes, love. the word itself can make one's heart beat like a racing car.. huhu ^^,
hahah, how love affects one in life is really obvious. everywhere i turn, there's always love in everyone's life. love from parents, friends, relatives, teachers and special someone etc.
the love im goin to talk about today is basically about love to an opposite gender.
actually, im goin to tell a story.. just made it up a few mins ago..

ok, here goes the story.

(MaLay) seorang gadis yang begitu menjaga dirinya dalam bab cinta. Prinsipnya ialah, cinta pertamanya haruslah untuk Yang Pertama iaitu Yang Esa. Cinta keduanya pula untuk kekasih Yang Pertama, iaitu Rasulullah saw. Seboleh mungkin dia ingin menjauhkan dirinya dari maksiat dan laknat Allah..
Namun ini tidak bererti dia tidak menaruh perasaannya kepada seorang lelaki. Setiap hari, dia hanya memerhatikan lelaki itu dari jauh sahaja, dan setiap kali juga dia akan beristighfar kerana waktu yang sedikit itu dihabiskan untuk selain Allah.. memang lumrah manusia untuk jatuh cinta, namun bagi gadis ini, jatuh cinta adalah perkara yang sangat digerunnya.
(skip.skip.skip)
Pada suatu hari, dia mendapat tahu bahawa lelaki itu juga menyukainya. Jika ini berlaku kepada kita, sudah semestinya kita rasa gembira dan hati kita berbunga-bunga.. Namun, bagi gadis ini dia merasa ingin menangis mendapat tahu perkara ini. Padahal dia belum melakukan apa2, namun dirinya sudah merasakan begitu hina sekali di sisi Allah..
Suatu hari...
(depan perpustakaan)
Lelaki: Assalamualaikum... (senyum)
Gadis: Waalaikumsalam (tunduk)
Lelaki: Anti apa khabar? (senyum meleret)
Gadis: Alhamdulillah.. (dan terus beredar)
Lelaki: eh, kenapa nih?
Gadis: takde pape.
Lelaki: jual mahal pulak.. hahha.. org nak ckp dgn dier, lari pulak.. bukan senang tau nak dapat saat2 mcm ni..
Gadis: (beristighfar dalam hati) tak manis kalo org nampak kan?
Lelaki: ouh...okay2.. merajuk arh macam ni..
Gadis: hmmmm...
Lelaki: hmmmm aje? Anti tak suke ana ke?
Gadis: (diam----------)
Lelaki: kalau tak suke cakap, buat pengetahuan anti, ana suke anti dari dulu lagi. ana ingatkan anti pun suke ana. sekarang, ana rasa tanggapan ana salah..
Gadis: memang ana suke anta.
Lelaki: jadi? kenape macam org tak suke.
Gadis: suke bukan cinta.
Lelaki: ade beza ke?
Gadis: ade. Cinta bukan untuk semua orang, dan tidak boleh dilafazkan sesuke hati. kerana maknaya mendalam..
Lelaki: (----diam)
Gadis:memang ana suke anta. sebab ana sangat suke kan anta, ana taknak kiter jadi musuh dkt akhirat sane.. buat ape kite suke same suke di dunia yg fana, tapi di akhirat, demi terselamat dari azab, kiter saling tuduh menuduh dan salah mempersalahkan satu sama lain.. biarlah kiter suke same suke sehingga menjejak ke pintu syurga. biarlah kite menjalinkan ikatan yg diberkati (sebagai suami isteri) dari ikatan yg dilaknati Allah...kalo anta betul2 suke kan ana, tunggulah masa yang tepat untuk kiter bersame menukarkan suke kite kepada cinte.

Lelaki: (mengalir air matanya, hatinya begitu tersentuh) Sungguh! Siapa yang dapat anti bertuah sekali.. memang ana tak layak untuk anti. kerana gadis yang baik untu lelaki yang baik. tak mungin bagi ana menjadi lelaki itu.. terima kasih kerana membuat persinggahan dalam hidup ana dan meninggalkan pengajaran untk ana.

Gadis: setiap kebaikan datngnya dari Allah swt bersyukurlah.

(skip.skip.skip)

10 tahun kemudian.

penantian lelaki itu berakhir setelah gadis itu menerima lamarannya. dalam masa 10 tahun, lelaki ini banyak berubah... dan menunggu. rupan-rupanya, nasihat gadis itu begitu menusuk dikalbunya lalu membuatkan dirinya bertekad untuk menjadi lelaki yg baik disisi Allah.. cintanya pula ditumpukan kepada Yang Esa dan juga Rasulullah saw..dan dengan itulah, dia menjadi lelaki yang layak untuk gadis itu..

Subhanallah, begitu besar kuasa Allah dan begitu indah susunan takdir..

2010-07-20T07:43:00.000-07:00

salamss..

ok, it has been a long time since my last post, and i am not to be blamed. Prelims are ard the corner and O'leves are just a few weeks away.. and wat am i doing? yes, facing the com like nothing's gonna happen.. Oh Allah, guide me pls.

recently, my mind has been tranced in confusion. errr, not literally. yes, as CT just said today, " Guys are ego, girls are emo.." hmmm.. how true is that?
i just wanna be a goodfriend to everyone and i realli hope i can manage that. insya Allah swt. amiin.

the nearer we r to success, the more challenges we must face. success itsef is a test. so, in other words, in this dunya, everything is temporary. =)

Pls make dua for me for my badminton competition and my upcoming gigantic exams.. Syukran! =) barakallahu lakum wa lana..

2010-06-30T07:24:00.000-07:00

Salam alaikum..

ouh. quote of the day, "Challenges are just a bumpy road to happiness..."

Oh Allah, i really nead this patience. idk if i can stand any longer. tsktsk.
i love to smile and nowadays smiling is just something that i need to force myself to do. i tried my best but this heart has a verry hollow hole that just may beat me perhaps to grave. urrggghhh..

im afraid im turning into my own nightmare. Nauzubillahi min zalik.

Allahu Yahdini.. i beg You, my Lord.
=(

2010-06-27T03:26:00.000-07:00

salams alaikum..

alhamdulillah. i can finally start to forget about 'taht theng'.. all thanks to Allah swt. i mean, why shud i get myself into such misery if the source of that misery is not miserable, in fact, is happy.. yes, i did say, 'biarlah disakiti dari menyakiti..', but this topsy-turvy, flip on, twist into mist, story must be put into end. at least in my life journal. honestly, my patience is wearing thin and i dont want to sin just bcoz of this..

good-bye past. i will come by and maybe look back , but not permannetly! insya Allah swt.

and yeah, Allah is THE MOST GRACIOUS, he showed the other side before myself. Thank You Allah..

2010-06-27T02:33:00.000-07:00

salaams ppl!

huhu.. im really happay! weee~ this is so typical of me. whenever i came back from a camp, i will have this enthusiastic feeling! hahah.. why not? met new friends and learnt lots of new things.. *im smiling 1 km wide* =).

at first, it was kind of awkward seeing those participants hanging out with their respective friends.. but as a facilitator, i had to socialise and blend in into the crowd.. after the grouping & introduction, guess wat? , my groupmates and me were like old friends, talking & laughing non-stop. alhamdulillah.

1. ice-breaking = so much fun. we laughed a lot. the acts were so funny. love it.
2. quiz = intense but educating.
3. amazing race = the best. 4 stations and 4 hysterical action-packed gimmicks..
4. night-outing= tiring. but fun. exhausting. but still hav the time for photo-taking.
5. acting performance by male faci-s= total hilary. about 'ajaran sesat'.. there's a part where; (Dialogue)
Sufi: kau nak mintak Atuk ape?
Umar: nak naik pangkat.. kau tahu kan kerje aku ape...tu..lah..tu..lah..tukang sapu sampah..aku nak naik pangkat at least, jadi manager cleaner pun okay..(haha)

Ustaz zaki: awak semua dah banyak lakukan dosa, betul tak?
Semua: betuuuuuuuuuuul...!
Ustaz Zaki: dosa ape awak dah buat?
Sufi: saye dah bunuh cicak, gigit tikus.......(haha)

ade satu part yang 3 org masuk dalam plastic hitam pastu buat head spinning..that was so haha.

6. warm-up&jogging= i did the warm-ups. but not the jogging due to medical problems.. i was really sick.
7. spring cleaning= simply team work and patience.

so overall, ahamdulillah Ya allah atas peluang ini. and not to forget, Ali Setan datang kasi syarahan!!!! Wee~ aka Ustaz Azmi Mustafa..and his cute little daughter..

2010-06-24T23:14:00.000-07:00

All the Credits go to the group named I LOVE ALLAH.

::Let's make Dua together:: "O Allah, make my love for You the most beloved thing to me, and my fear for You the most fearful thing to me, and remove from me all worldly needs and wants by instilling a passion for meeting You, and when You have given the people of the world the pleasures of their world, make the coolness of my eyes (pleasure) in worshipping You!" Ameen.

2010-06-13T06:10:00.000-07:00

Salam alaikum..~ annyonghaseyo!

today something unexpected happened. happy or sad, i cnt decide which. -__-'
anw, today i went to Mateen Arabic Class and it was fun! Mumti'aah jiddan! wo xi huan ! hahah. confused about the language thingy? sorry, but i want to learn new languages.. ~ so, this blog is like a site to practise what ive learnt. dui bu qi!

back to the unexpected thing. errmm, i donno how shud i put it but i was really shocked at that point of time. uurrgghh, i cnt bring myself to type the situation. and i dont want to weather the aready bad situation . and i dont want my effort to come to a nought. May Allah swt guide us!

tc peeps , fi amanillah..! =)

2010-06-10T05:15:00.000-07:00

salam alaikum..

something to share~ Allahu Hadii

Hidup ini adalah keyakinan dan perjuangan dan perjuangan mukmin yang sejati tidak akan berhenti kecuali kedua telapak kakinya telah menginjak pintu syurga.
[Imam Ahmad Bin Hambal]

some lessons r best learned thru pain. sumtyms our visions clear only after our eyes r washed with tears. sumtyms we have 2 be broken so we can b whole again.. if ALLAH meant the day 2 b perfect, he wouldn't have created 2morrow..

Panda, be patient ok? -insya Allah-

2010-06-10T04:50:00.000-07:00

Salam Alaikum People..! =)
wee~ dont be deceived by the wee~ , im not that happy. lol. xD
speaking of happy, i had a dream last few days, in my dream there was a voice that asked me if i was happy and at that point of time i suddenly woke up and spontaneously mouthed the word 'NO'.. and i was like woah!wait a minute, is that my final answer, and suprisingly, yes, thats my final answer.. God , wat has happened to me? -ive no idea-

and yeah, for the past few days i went back and forth to and from school.. classes (Fiqh & IRK) and badminton training.. and yeah, i salute my friends who trained non-stop for captain ball and track ! coz i am extremely exhausted after the first badminton training... =___= '

2010-05-30T03:24:00.000-07:00

Salam alaikum.

"sometimes, someone's happiness is more important than our own.."

well, it is 100% agreed , well, at least, by me..! <3

2010-05-30T03:02:00.000-07:00

Salam alaikum, dear readerss..

well, i regard my blog as an escapade for me to escape from the "real world". since, i know that a few or maybe noone reads my blog, i feel comfortable to just blurt everything out. i led and am leading a very complicated life.. and to that i say Alhamdulillah.. without this life i wuld not know about iman and taqwa.. and wuld not feel the depth and the sweetness of loving Allah swt and his beloved messenger, Rasulullah saw.. as a human , truth does taste bitter for me, but in the end it IS the truth..
i am ashamed to say that im loving Allah wherelse my love for Him is not like the love of Rasulullah to Him, or even the sahabats and tabi'inss.. i say i love Allah swt, but what did i do to prove that.. only a LITTLE and it is not guarenteed that it is accepted by Him.. Astagfirullahal Azhim.. i say i love Him, but i care for myself more.. i look at worldly things often than i look at His Signs.. Astagfirullah.. I say i love Rasulullah saw, but wheres my prove?!
and now, when im feeling lost, i finally begin to search for Allah.. when i feel sad, i look for Him.. when i feel alone, then, i start to think of Him.. astaghfirullah... i shuld be ashame of myself..
and now, i Miss Allah swt, i Miss Rasulullah saw..

2010-03-13T04:41:00.000-08:00

~~

In the dead of night, a Sufi began to weep.
He said, "This world is like a closed coffin, in which
We are shut and in which, through our ignorance,
We spend our lives in folly and desolation.
When Death comes to open the lid of the coffin,
Each one who has wings will fly off to Eternity,
But those without will remain locked in the coffin.
So, my friends, before the lid of this coffin is taken off,
Do all you can to become a bird of the Way to God;
Do all you can to develop your wings and your feathers."

Farid ud Din Attar, translation by Andrew Harvey and Eryk Hanut - 'Perfume of the Desert'

2010-03-05T02:30:00.000-08:00

Salamss ppl =)

Bismillah.. Hope you all are doin fine. I'Allah.

Ok, today jus wanna share wit you a poem/lyric that i just made it up.
*Any comments you cn just leave it at the tagboard. =)

^
i think it's time for me,
to just say wat is inside,
all this while, maybe,
there's something that i hide.

tryin the best i can not to be what my heart desires,
but what can i do, leave a wound there, untreated,
deserted with hopes that are gettin higher,
dont blame me if i leave you brokenhearted.

how cn u call urself just my ordinary friend,
when u make me love you,
wishin that it will last longer,
but what can i do, im not interested in you.

^^ You cn call me a liar,
just call me that,
coz i wont be ur lover,
but u wont know that because of that im sad.

now leave me alone and fine anew,
friends, thats what we always gonna be,
our world are differnt, thats my cue,
to free myself from the world and its cruelty.
ok, thats all for now.
**These are just words of a poem.(not more)

wassalam.

2010-03-02T05:49:00.000-08:00

Salamss Folks.
Ahlan wa sahlan.
Allahu HAfiz. Hasbiyallah.

Ok, ppl! it has been a lon time since i last wrote in here. wow, how long uh? ermm one month. wow, that long? ok... *am i havin a conversation wit myself?*

guys, u have no idea that in jus 1 month, almost everytin cn happen.. many unexpected things happened. urggghh.. how shud i put it? lets just say that the emo-ness in me is spikin up high nowadays.. and i think my friends also feel the same way as i do. in a few months, we're goin to be separated coz we're gonna embark in a different path. God, this fast time went by without me realisin it. i'll miss u guys a lot. laughter. jokes. smiles. tantrums. nonsense. craziness. spats. unity!

goin to continue this post.
feelin emo already. ='(

Fi amanillah. Love Allah swt.

2010-02-13T23:20:00.000-08:00

Salam Alaikum folkss..

Hello people!!

Happy Chinese New Year to all. hahahs. im really hyperly happily gladly excited for no reason. but sadly to say, i really really miss school, very very much. yeah, it seems so weird when i want a holiday during school days but when it comes to holiday, i miss school , sometimes Eleda is soo weird. hahahs.

speaking abt Eleda, i wud like to share some photos:

hehhes..when i google image "panda and elephant", i tot there wud be zero results for the search but i was wrong, there were numerous photos of 'Eleda' and i was really really utterly panda-strucked by it. hahhax!

i know this may sound childish but what can i do, im still a child! hehehs, well, thats what i think .

lastly, I MISS MY FRIENDSS<<<<<>

k, till here folks.

"Hendaknya Allah dan rasul-Nya lebih dicintainya dari yang lain" quoted from HR.Bukhari

wassalam.fi amanillah.

2010-02-02T01:16:00.000-08:00

Salaamss..

Hey ppl..!! What a good day today is.. yeah, right.

02February2010.
*sweetsixteen*
+dahtuE+
~sweetsixteen turns a lil bit sour~

ok, usually, ppl wud hold a mega gala sweet sixteen party to celebrate their sweetsixteen but it's different for me. i feel myself getting older every 2ndFeb and i dislike the feeling but other than that i feel reeeeeaaaaaaaaally happy and cheerful on this date. i just love it, the least to say.
today, i received numerous bday wishes , chocs and the latest Casio calculator. two words, AlhamduLillah..
+thnx Nizam for the giant choc and book (and the red plastic bag)
+thnx NurMuhammad for the Toblerone and the fullspirited wish
+thnx Izzuddeen for the drink treat.
+thnx Nabil&Sofian for offering to buy me a drink
+thnx for those who wished me HappyBirthday.
+thnx to my teachers who wished me Happy Birthday.

ok, save the best for the last.
a million thnx to my beloved Girls who bought me the latest Casio calculator and a chocolate cake! THAANNNKK YOUU SOO MUCH.

*jazakumullahu khair*

2010-01-31T01:52:00.001-08:00

Salamss folks..
ok, this is a quick one,
original lyrics by me.

A song called : Unsung Love

when u turned your head,
i could feel myself blushing,
quickly i turned bright red,
coz u just caught me staring.

and i was like hey,
it wasnt what u think,
and i wud surely say,
i saw a bee flying.

and u looked unconvinced,
but you quickly pushed it away,
and suddenly my heart started to sing,
on this heart breaking day.

Chorus:

hey, baby, i wish that you know,
im in love and ready to go,
so take my hand and tell me,
you feel the same way bout me.

but i know, thats not gonna happen,
coz til now, the phone hasnt rung,
and my pillow will alwys be dampened,
coz im hoping for love unsung,

hey, unsung love, love unsung, unsung love.

+That's it+
i tot i cud write more but im stuck to the core rite here.
so, thats abt it, folks.
salamms.
fi amanillah.

2010-01-23T00:06:00.000-08:00

salamss..

folks in blogsville..
before today, i actually tot that there was noone, not even a single being, viewed my blog. but, the viewercounter just proved me wrong. i left my blog untouched for like 3 weeks and tada! i had 100 viewers during that period. at first i was like, eh, ni betol ke tak? but yeah, eyes never lie and still, until now, i cant believe my eyes. hahas.

basically, the thing that makes me itch to blog is what ive experienced so far as a sec4/2 student. and believe me, it's like a non-stop roller-coaster ride . and , well, im not surprised but still.
im loving my class, eventhough it not at the 5th floor but well, now i dnt really care. not only that, but the vibe in my class is ubelievably great and i mean it. the thing that i really enjoy is the class aft zohor prayers, it's like the BOMB. the sec4/2 starts to act weirdly during this class. we are like comical nerds seeking for attention. hey, its not wrong to hav fun the weird way , or is it?
hahah.

and one mre thing, 10 days to my birthday and i cant wait. actually i can but still.
~my recent fav song: Baby-JustinB & U and I both-Jason Mraz.

ok, folks. till here.
fi amanillah. =D

2010-01-07T01:33:00.000-08:00

Salam alaikum, folks..my beloved folkssss.. =))

hope you all are doing fine. Insya Allah. Ok, basically this post maybe one of the few posts that i wud be going to put in my blog. Why do i say few? because this year is what i call "100%focus year"..hehhehe..im going to take my Olevels this year and this year as many others called, a year when you really find out your future..whhhewww~ just talking about it makes me wanna run around a stadium. (as if).

Today, im going to talk about what i did during my Dec hols. basically, it was hardly a holiday . Maybe it was if you really like to spend a week of class, a week of school and a truck full of homeworks for your holidays.. ;P just joking kayss..

One out of the many events i went to in Dec hols was Nadi Furqan Camp for Pri6. I dare to say that i wont forget this camp for at least half the century! yup, it was what i call ,"the bomb & fantabulous camp"..hehhe..I held the post of an F&B during the camp and i really enjoyed the uproarious experience with my fellow mates.. and many unexpected things happened as well. heheh..mainly and usually, the jokes / lame jokes that really made the day and some pranks that were really comically absurd should be in the not to forget category too..
Things that brought a smile on my face were like, when campers praised and complimented on our selfmade meals =) Thanks!, teases we picked on one another and the funny/awkward gestures of almost everyone when something unexpected happened. and not to forget, the "cute" comments when i put on my pink sweater (some ppl call it bugsbunny sweater)..hehhe ..thnks peeps. Alhamdulillah wa alfadhlu minallah taala..
many things that i learned in this camp and one of it was , ukhuwah is yours to keep 4eva but only if it is for the sake of Allah taala. not to forget, patience, endurance and perseverence. =)
and yeah, stay away from six legs brown insects that can fly, if you can. believe me, you dont want to see them suddenly appear in front of your face.

all in all, i really enjoyed my short term holiday and i praised Allah for giving me such blessed ni'mahs..Alhamdulillah.. and to my lovely friends out there, gooood luck , bittaufiq wa annajaah..Inna Allahu taala maanaa....
=))
so, i really gtg now, fi amanillah peeps..
love you all.
wassalam.

2009-12-25T02:01:00.000-08:00

salam alaikum, folks..
long time no see.. !
ok, i know it's holiday (4 some ppl), but, take just a pinch of your time revising some subjects, and before you know it, it's all worth it. hey, come on, revising is not hard, its just reading back waht you have been taught and it's not a Risk(for heaven's sake) to be taken.. well, suit yourself ok.

ok, why am i babbling about revising? honestly, i donno. maybe because of the fact that i dont really revise that much and really hope that i will cover-up my wasted time b4 the holiday is OVER. God, help me. next year , is waht? oh yeah, O'levels year and here i am, sitting infront of the computer, babbling. not even a book beside me. heheh. i really want to improve on my english but instead of buying english asessment , i watched english movies..yeah, literally. and i'm addicted to Nigahiga, what is nigahiga or correctly, who is nigahiga? if you a consistent you-tuber, you shud know him. he's like the most hilarious guy on Earth after Mr.Bean. and i really like his video on ninja glare..

one more thing, Avatar is sooo good that i cnt get enough of it. =)

till here, foks.
fi amanillah.
TeHee!

2009-12-07T02:44:00.000-08:00

salam alaikum folks..
this is my latest piece of work and yeah, once again it's a poem/lyric.
Its a bout two loving couple who are so into each other till it feels that the world is theirs.They even buy identical rings to simbolise their relationship.
One day, the girl says to the guy that she needs to have a break as she 's pursuing her career and she even says that if she continues being with the guy she will not have any future. Relentlessly, the guy just lets go of her with a broken and a shattered heart. Days pass and his sadness turns into anger and he determines that he will work hard and be someone successful.
After years of hardworking, the guy becomes successful and has his own condo, car etc. So one day, while he is driving his Mercedes, he sees the girl's parents and he decides that he will show off to them that he is way better now. He gets out of the car and catches up with them and eventually it leads him to the cemetery. The girl's parents see him and welcome him to follow the, the guy is silent all the way. Gradually, he gets to know that the girl has died of cancer and she left hin not because shes going to pursue her career but to hide her terminal illness from him. And the girl BELIEVED that the guy could be a successful person , one day. The guy cries for hours as he still is in love with her....and he notices that the beneath the girls tomb there's a ring and her last writings that say, "i wish that you put this on my ring on our wedding day and i hope you forgive me, ill be waiting....". and years after that the guy dies wearing the ring to prove his faithfulness...

title: goodbye(from the girl's view)

we were in love and i still do.
just like every other couple,
we sometimes argued,
but that just made our love doubled.

however, time has passed,
and i dont know that im leaving you,
so this is it this love of us wont last,
soon,i'll take my cue.

you were the one who stood for me,
you were the one in who i found my strength,
you were the one who never leave without a smile,
you were just top the rank.

im sorry, goodbye is my last word.
i dont mean for you to hurt,
i just need to go far away,
and dissolve in the sickness of the bay.

pls realise baby,
this is not the ususal me,
pls forgive, and i'll be more thanhappy,
cause its harder to leave than let go,
its easier to cry than in deathblow.

youre still crying, arent you, no?
how am i going to depart,
seeing you clueless and so,
calling me a heartbreaker and a liar.
but still i must go.
this beating heart of mine will stop soon im sure.

i'll wait for you in heaven,
coz thats the best place to meet you again.
as a partner once again,
or just a friend , and thats enough to gain.

2009-11-21T03:35:00.000-08:00

Salamss...
ok, here's a short post.
My tribute to THE TWILIGHT SAGA: NEW MOON
here's a poem/lyric.
basically from Bella's point of view.
=)

seeing the light without you
seeing the light that can kill you
hurts my pumping heart
plunges the torn in my throat

wake up without you by my side,
holding me tight,
is soo not right,
wat can i do but fight.

you left with an implausible reason,
making me suffer more,
left me in a dark prison,
leaving behind souls that sore.

i met him but is still want you,
how can you not know,
i still love you,
even after you go.

now, waiting for new moon,
to make life a new,
be there , my dear, soon,
or i wont be seeing you...

2009-11-18T08:40:00.000-08:00

salamss folks in blogsville..

so, before i start on blabbering about things, just for ur info, my keyboard has some technical problems with it especially when it comes to pressing the letter "L"...so, any typos, the credits go to my keyboard.. =)

ok, bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

ok, MY LIFE IS BECOMING MORE BIZARRE..yes, weird, peculiar, out of context and so on.. this feelings i am having rite now are so undescribable and unpredictable.. maybe, teenage hormones? yeah, when you feel like youre lonely and searching for your true "identity".. that's what i call teenage hormone attack.. God, please..help me... and nowadays i like to DAYDREAm, that is sooo totally not myself and it's worsening.. any tips to cure this daydreaming disease??

and one more thing, for the boys, whats up with the hand-sock thing? i just cant get it why you guys are wearing handsocks on a sunny day and most importantly, is it necessary? by looking at it, its just suffocating me..(my personal opinion okay, and if you have any valid reasons , tell me so as to make it clear because im NAIIVE)..yes, im naive, i admit it..i need explainations for about everything..so, bear with me .. and yeah, apologies...

ok, and yeah, im currently not a poet anymore..yes, i dont do poems anymore and i disike my bizarreness for it..wow, this world of mine is changing in no time and im just chasing it to cope up with it which i am not able to do it so far. Ya Allah taala, pls guide me to the right path..

and im missing Rasulullah ,may peace be upon him, so dearly now. I long for him.. One day, i really hope that i can be with him there..Amiin..we can be there toghteher..in Jannah..

so now, its 12:56 am in the morning,
im zahra, signing out.
peace out & fi amaniLlah..
=)

2009-11-15T03:09:00.000-08:00

salamss folks in blogsVille..

weehhhhhaaa!! ok, today, im ike a cowboy or shoud i say cowgirl who lost her way from Texas to far away island called Singapore..hahhaa..basically, today im a lil bit EMO and i dont know why??
hhaaaiiizz(my new favourite word)..ok, cant complain because it WONT change anytin..nope.nada.zeerrooo

ok, back to my real self.. here's something to share..

Way Back Into Love Lyrics

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

these words are just too beautiful to ignore..elegant yet delicate!
i find that these lyrics have some hidden meanings in it and one of it is that "it's worth waiting for someone ; and that someone is the one who'll be beside you till the end and that is soo worth the wait!"
aaahh so sweet..
hehhess..

Masya Allah, indahnya ciptaan-Mu Ya Ilahi.
Tetapi seindah-indah makhluk di dunia ini, tidak dapat ditandingi dengan indahya Kasih-Mu pada Hamba-Mu, Ya Rabb.
Cinta - Mu, Ya Rahman, adalah Cinta Haqiqi..

wasalam&Fi Amanillah
peace out.
Lasksmana Sunan ku masih menunggu. (ah, dah start berangan lah tu, zahra-zahra, ish,ish,ish, cobaan....)

2009-11-13T05:44:00.000-08:00

salamss my beloved peeps..!

ok, here's a quick one.
a lyric/poem.

"how am i goin to stop, evolving.
being someone totally not me.
when everything i see,
is only who you want me to be..

for all my words,
contradict to what i like,
for all my actions,
are not for my wills,
so who are you?
telling me that im wrong?

say something, babe.
shud i go, and let myself gone,
and be the one to be blamed,
making my face look wronged.

thinking about sumtin better,
but i cant stop thinking abt you,
but you're the worse,
to all my scrunched woes..

meet me one more time,
if you're not at fault,
tell me that they were all lies,
take my heart away one more time.. "

=)
Fi AmaniLlah..
wassalam

2009-11-12T09:16:00.000-08:00

salamss folks at blogsville..!

pheeww, today was a "loads of fun day". the point is ===> MY FRIENDS AND I MET FERNANDO ALONSO ..
yeah, dude, we're like, playing bowling in the same , what do you call it, ummm, yeah, same place? yeah, dude. it was freaking awesome! maybe, someday we're gonna crash in there again..
hahaha, since when i became the mad-american-wannabe.

ok, back to my normal self, today is what i call a " must repeat day" day. My friends and I, (Syaf, Yana, Fana, Zum, Shireen,Yunis, Iqah, Nad, Nati and me) went to Marina Square and walla!
Breakfast cum lunch at Pizza Hut. (the dessert was WOW! BooMS!)
then, played bowling..that was when we met with Fernando Alonso and friends..
then rushed to Masjid Maulana and then, took pics at BoayQuay.
Ahamdulillah, i enjoyed the day which date's was 12/11/2009.
Remember this girls, this date is so gonna be in history!

Ok, sorry, i need to write the events in summarised version coz i have no time rite now, wel i have time but its 1 hour 25 minutes past midnight..haiizz..Computer is just too addictive but yeah, who cares? I care!

Quote of the day:
"Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen"

maybe you've heard this somewhere, and before you start to press the search engine, dont fret here's where you can find the quote==> Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

ok, this quote suits me pretty well. each and every word is soo related to me that well it just mixes in my bloodstream. in short form, i feel the connection. how? haha. dont want to go into the details..but , it's true, when you're hurt by someone, be it a friend or "morethan" a friend, and its not just once or twice but many times, your heart tends to become numb, gradually, like it just freezes into ice (at solid state, below 0 degrees celcius)..haaaiizz..
but the Question is: is there anyone who has the heart to hurt someone else's feeling?
the answer is: YESH! x100
why?why?why?
its bad to be hurt but its worse to be hurt by a friend! hello?hello? does that put any sense now?

ok, im getting pretty emo here. Astaghfirullah Al-'Azhim.

aniwaes, yeah, im still smiling about the fernando alonso thingy..and guess what? while he passed by our bowling lane, he didnt say anything (because there's no reason to say anything to us rite?), but one of his friends did say something. and he was looking at me! he said, "try harder" hahah! i was embarassed, because i didnt play bowling that well and he looked at the scoreboard..well, what to do?!

=)
one more thing: Examination 2009 is finally over..!
Alhamdulillah..i feel very relieffffff...

ok, gtg, the clock is ticking..(tick-tock-tick)
Fi Amani Allah..
Peace out. Loves.

2009-11-05T22:07:00.000-08:00

salam alaikum..

hey folks at bogsville...kaif halukum??

just wanna state here that FYE examinations are very TOUGH, big time..! it made my head reeling with pain and suffocation and maybe this is all my own fault as i dont really prepare my self for this medieval army war..! uurrgghhh..
Ya Rabb, berikanlah yg terbaik untukku , sesungguhnya Engkau Lebih Mengetahui.
I have done a lot of CARELESS mistakes and i just cnt forgive myself for that. FYE marks are more important than dinaar...! (hmmmm, dah masuk bab ape pulak nih?)
aniwaes, i cnt give up right,? i must be STRONG(biizniLlah) and yeah life has to move on...=====>moving on=====>

later.fi amillah.
L.S.

2009-10-30T01:56:00.000-07:00

salam folks,
ive got new heartbroken quotes. it seems that these things are becoming my fav recently..enjoyz

(nothing to do with anyone ; alive or dead)

"if she could show you how much you have hurt her, you would never be able to look her in the eyes again.."

"Dear heart, i met a boy today. Prepare to shatter.."

"What if i said you never mattered
that i never lost a moment of sleep
what if i crushed all of your dreams
and broke all the promises you swore to keep?
Tell me how your life would be if i did to you what you did to me. "

"When you like a boy, all you do is wonder "Does he like me?" and when he finally asks you out, all you do is wonder"When is he gonna break my heart?""

ok, enough! heheh. thats all folks. enjoyz..

wassalam
doakanlah kawan mu ini dalam manghadapi peperiksaan.
syukria

2009-10-23T10:18:00.000-07:00

salam folks!

okay this may be my last post for this month as i am busy (yeah right) preparing for my Exams..

okay Quote of the Day , "dont make someone your everything because if you lose them, you will have nothing.. "

just read this quote minutes ago and i was strucked by how the words hit me hard at the core. wow. such words are meant to share. so here i am, sharing with you guys.

ok, today, basically, one of those lamejokeslaughterssmiley day. eventually and thankfully ive learnt a lot by moving on. what do i mean by that? yeah, recently , my past pretty much ransacked my mind. i kept thingking , fearing, worrying and reminiscing about my past. yeah, my past isnt that bad, but dried wounds are not meant to be looked at for the 2nd time. and exams are so near that sometimes i believe that i really need a memory card for my brain. wel, at leat i think i do need one.
things are looking out of the blue somehow, im not sure if thats a gd thing or not. i used to search jokes in the net and now i search for heartbroken quotes instead. What or Who am i turning to? im just not my usual self, i need to get back/retrieve the OLD zahratur rofiqah, by hook or by crook. and i badly miss being the old me. its a load of turmoil if i cnt back my old self. haizz..
pls forgive me if i make you feel stressed out yorself. Sorry , folks.

to make it up ,here's a joke:
Two muffins are in the oven.
One says to the other "God it's hot in here"
The other one replies "Oh no... It's a talking muffin"
(ok, LAME, i know.)

Pls make doa for my friends and i for this upcoming Examinations.
Thanks
Fi Amanillah
Wassalam

2009-10-20T07:10:00.000-07:00

salam alakikum folks.
something to share:

Craig David-Unbelievable

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

When I think of what I have,
and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

2009-10-17T05:16:00.000-07:00

salam alaikum , folks..

if i keep thinking about the past, i wont be able to look up at the future..my past is too crowded with grief and if i give it a glance, i wont find happiness in there..
Oh Allah, You are the All-Knower, pls lead me to the right path..

stop me from thinking something that i shudnt think of right now..Ya Rahman..
amiin
Wassalam..

2009-10-13T01:45:00.000-07:00

Salam.
bagi siape yg tetanye2 siape itu sunanku..hehhe..hes a character from Novel Bagaikan Puteri, Cinta Sang Ratu and Hijab Sang Pencinta..

here's a picture of him:

ku jatuh cinta dgn cara Sunan ini bertaqarub dgn Allah swt..Subhanallah..

2009-10-13T01:40:00.000-07:00

salam alaikum, folks..

ouhch. im missing someone so badly. aahh.. maybe because we've spent most(well, sometime) of our time together..when i heard tat you wanted to pursue your studies in Kuwait, i was soo happy for you that i didnt realise that my heart was bleeding to part with you. How i wish we were closer throughout those time. =((

IMY, Acha!! Sooo much!!

barakallah taala fiik!

wasalam

2009-10-13T01:34:00.000-07:00

salam alaikum wr. wb.

here's something to share..
Craig David - Walking Away

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away

sometimes some people get me wrong
when it's something I've said or done
sometimes you feel there is no fun
that's why you turn and run
but now I truly realizesome people don't wanna compromise
well I saw them with my own eyes
spreading those lies
and well I don't wanna live my lifetoo
many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights
i'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away

Well I'm so tired baby
things you say you're driving me away
whispers in the powder room baby
don't listen to the games they play
girl I thought you'd realizeI'm not like them other guys
cuz I saw them with my own eyes
you should've been more wise
and well I don't wanna live my lifetoo many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights I'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better dayI'm walking away..

2009-10-12T08:14:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum wr. wb.
bismillah Ar-Rahmaan Ar-Rahiim

hey folks, in blogsville!!!

oh-K. alhamdulillah..
today has been a ???? day..im out of vocab here!
k, im supposed to be looking at abook, revising and not FB-ing and blogging! errgghhh!

jua wanna share a poem brought to you by ME!

how can i forgive myself,
if the sky starts to rain,
if the heart starts to bleed,
and im here once again.

hoping for the return of the sun ray
to hate you a lot,
telling myself it's ok,,
but it's not.

how can i possiby move on .
when the ony thing that keeps me hanging is gone.

peace out.

2009-10-10T16:09:00.000-07:00

Salam alaikum, Folkss...

bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

"Waah, ramainya orang datang semalam ya, kak?" Bapakku berkata pagi ini..
memang betul kata2 bapaku, semalam memanglah tersgt ramai org datang , hampir mencecah 100 org..alhamdulillahirabbil alamiin..

Hari Sabtu:

Badge pertama: Pelajar Pra-U 2(perempuan, 20 0rg) Madrasah AlJunied al-Islamiah
so far, badge ni lah yang ramai org tegurku. tak kekok lah bile nak saji minuman/makanan..they're soo friendly and carefree..dapat tahu jugak yang one of them is my reative..waahh(masya Allah)..one of them also is my tahfiz classmate..surprise2..and yeah, i wud be having lots of new FB friends...yey!

Badge Kedua: Alumni Madrasah Aljunied tahun 1998(gaknye ar)(abg2 &kakak2, 40+ org(gaknye)
ok, at first macam terpegun kerane semua sudah dewasa and kebanyakan membawa anak2 masing2. all of the lil toddlers are CUTE AND CHUBBY!!! my impression was ," walau dah bertahun tak bersua, ttp masih ingat ustaz mereke..masya Allah..ni patut dicontohi nih!"
the 2nd best part was i received ang pao from some of them! seriously unexpected! bukan satu dua tapi kire2 7 sampu duit diterime..alhamdulillah..heheh

Badge Ketiga: Pelajar 'Syu'bah' Madrasah Aljunied (banin&banat, 12 org(gaknye))
badge ni badge yang paling banyak pelawak..tak kering gusi dibuatnye..fasih berbahase arab lagi..dari bawah blok dah pekik ," Ya Ustaz, ana min Misr!" ...

di sini beberape adengan lucu yang ingin di konsgsi:

Mak: Abg yg baju pink, name siape?
Abg baju pink: saye? name saye Abg MJ..hehe
Mak: MJ? michael jackson?
Abg MJ: Ye cik *flashy smile*
nak dekat balek, dier menunjukkan tarian famous MJ..hehe..siap dgn moonwalk lagii
*****

Mak: Waah, hensem lah abg yg satu nih, macam pelakon..siape eh?
Abg 'hensem': *muke dah merah* tersipu-sipu malu
kawan dier: dier cik? saya tahu,,die macam peakon Ja'par On!!! hehe
Abg ''hensem": *menjeling tajam ke arah kawannya*..

*****

Haiqal: Ustaz!
Bapa: ?
Haiqal: 150 meterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr(telo org Indonesia)
Bapa: tersenyum

beginilah ragam2 org berhari raya..alhamduillah begitu menggembirakan suasana raya..
and every badge yg dtg mesti tak sah kalau tak suruh Zahra ambilkan gambar..haizz..alamat ah jadi photographer..! heheh

k, sudah arut maam nih..

fi amanillah..
wassalam.

2009-10-08T06:02:00.000-07:00

Salam alaikum peeps..

actually ive planned not to write for a few days but a happy incidence has occured today and i just cant help it but to write.. =)

Thank You, Syukran JAziilanan, Terima Kasih, Syukria dan Xie xie kpd Ustazah Saodah yang mengajarku fiqh..tadi dapat test paper fiqh bersame kuih sekali..yum yum yum...Ustazah punya kuih sedap! Ustazah karimah jiddan..Barakallah taala fiik.. =)

That's all peeps. Love and peace.
Fi amanillah.
doakan saye ye!

wasalam

2009-10-07T05:56:00.000-07:00

bismillah..

just wanna state here that im not Anna , not even close. far from the image of her. pls, dont compare me with any taiwanese drame character and im not cruel ok. i hold the principe of "man yarham yurham"..and i wont do such things, be it to a boy or a girl. (Insya Allah). (nauuzubillah min zalik..)
and, if there's a wall that prevent you(u know who you are and i dont need to mention ur name) from talking to me. just dont talk to me at all. by that way, no party is hurt. yes, it does hurt everytime you did just that. it really hurts, and i mean it.

im holding on but i dont think i can do it any longer..

Cinta haqiqi itu milik Allah SWT,
cinta pada bunga , bunga akan layu,
cinta pada manusia, manusia akan mati,
cinta pada Allah taala, Dia satu-satunya yang kekal abadi.

wassalam.
Slamat! (one of my fav quote..)
fi amanillah , folks..

2009-10-07T05:21:00.000-07:00

Salam semua.

mesti para pembaca tertanya2 mengapa Z tak menggunakan bahase inggris untuk menulis di bog. alasan Z, Z nak melatih dan mempratikkan penggunaan BM untuk akhir tahun nanti. aaah, sungguh janggal rasanya..hehe

hari ini zahra begitu emosi kerana adik zahra , Abd Rahman, sedang bertungkus lumus mengharungi arus PSLE.. yang membuat zahra begitu emosi adalah perasaan umpama baru semalam Abd Rahman mendaftar di Madr al-Junied, dan hari ini dia sedang mengambil ujian PSLE. Allahu Akbar. pejam pelik, sungguh cepat masa berlalu. haizz..

Ok, tukar bahase pulak. heheh. sudah penat, you know.

Ok, im feeling realy down right now because i miss my best lil cousin.. The name is Aishah Ulum aka Acha. Acha is now in Kuwait pursuing her secondary studies and she's only 13 years old. Ya Allah swt, I miss her soo much..Just cant close my eyes without thinking of her.. You know, Kuwait doesnt really has internet connection support for the schools , so, how on earth am i goin to contact her?!

and other than that,
Final Year Exam madness..aaahhh, 18 subjects to study and im still short of memory for hifz. still working on bio, chem and physics.. haaiizz.. (tak habes2 mengeluh, isshhh)

k, lah. that about it.,

peace out and fi amanillah!
wasalam

2009-10-02T05:16:00.000-07:00

Salam Folks..

k, mari kiter bersambung..

let me tell all of you, folks, a story..

there was a girl who thought life was full of happiness and smiles. Everyday, she would wake up with a certainty that she would be happier than the day before. She was known to be a very jovial, carefree, loving, kind, optimistic and helpful to ppl. She held her friendship in her heart like a mother bear held her cubs in her arms. For her, friendship was one of the elements that brightnens her life and widens her gleeful beam. However, an incident changed her perspective and life , a 360 degrees turn from her glorious momentums. Since then, she was far from her own self, not even a megameter close. That incident brought a fatal impact to her heart , thus, shattered it like a glass crushed by the ruthless factory machine. The incident is yet to be known but rumors had said it was because of betrayal.. Well, my request is if you happen to meet/bump into this girl pls tell her , " God is always with you..!"

2009-10-02T03:55:00.000-07:00

salam alaikum, folks..

aper khabr semua..?? request from me, anyone who viewed my b-lo-g. pls pls tag before you leave. ( am i sounding desperate? hehe) faham2 je lah.. macam tak beskan tgk tagboard takde org yg tag..tsktsktsk.

ok, today, is pocketful of jokes day. i really love this day. at school, my friends and i really had the day of our teenlife. jokes here, jokes there, jokes up, jokes down... lol! ok, one word TOUGH.. yes, that word is specially for you, Additional Maths! HOWEVER, the teacher who teaches A.Maths , Ms Zaiton, is sooo nice, kind, lovely , you name it. so, why, A.Maths, is so hard to get good score...??? ppfftthhtt... =P but still, maths bring wonders to the world.. *wink3*..

k.lah. something is getting in my way..nanti sambung..
salam peopeloee

2009-09-30T03:58:00.000-07:00

Salam Folks..

Just came across this song while searching for another song..its soo nice to listen to it..well, i wont put it in my music background so here's the lyrics.. Enjoy

I saw you there last night
Standing in the dark
You were acting so in love
With your hand upon his heart
But you were just friends
At least that's what you said
Now I know better
From his fingers in your hair
I'll forgive you for what you've done
If you say that I'm the one
I've had other options too
But all I want is you

'Its not my style to lay it on the line
but you dont leave me with a choice this time
y werent you true oh
ohyou know i (you know i)
I trusted you...

Peace out. Fi AmaniAllah taala...

2009-09-30T02:48:00.000-07:00

salam alaikum , folks..

ok, i really need to make my feelings rite now written and gushed out from my heart. My heart's memory is not enough for all this.. this week has been a tough week for me..and it's still early.. problems come and go but now my problems are stacked up high soaring to the sky and im not exaggerating..i mean, what exactly is the meaning behind friendship, huh? yeah, i know the prototype like, friendship is all about friends...well, duh. what about feelings, trust and faithfulness? what about that? im confused , way confused coz i don really know what friendship is and do i really want to know? i just want to put away all my masks and be the real me. but what if the real me contradicts to my own life? who am i?

so, some of the things hat are hidden in my heart has been put nicely into words. but i still need to say something. i remember once a teacher of mine told the class that secondary 3 was the level to see one's true character. and if it's true, OMG! i really really desperately need to shield my eyes from hurting my heart. and yeah, ive started to develop this habit; fooling around! and that is not goood! i dislike myself for it. Ya Allah, pls lead me to the right path so i can be your loyal and pious servant.." amiin

Peace out.Love from Z.
Wasalam

2009-09-24T07:06:00.000-07:00

Salam Folks..

well, today was a very sunny-shiny-happy-chheery day for me.. alhamdulillah.

Well, whoever teased me today, lets just say, theres something in store for you specially from LadyQaQa(ok, this is my new nick, and zahra dah start mepek..)..
Ok, just wanna state here that ive NOTHING to do with any Taiwan Drama Series okay? And i dont think i want to be like her.
and, Ya Rabb, pls make this strange feeling of mine disappear like the extinct dinosaur. ( i really mean it) coz this is not the time to have such feelings.

well, gtg, theres a train to catch. (train=tidur)

wasalam. (love you guys)
Fi amani Allah

2009-09-08T06:59:00.000-07:00

Salam folks..

ok im soo in love with this song.. it's called "heartless".. yeah..if you just hear it with your heart, the meanings are soo deep that eventually you'll drown in tears..hahah.. well, that's just a fig of speech but still, its so true..

ok, firstly, i am still findnng the cure to daydream sickness if there's such a disease..hmm..if anyone knows the cure, do and pls tell me..!! =D

and and, wow, i didnt know that you could be hurt that severe until then. you must be wondering, what had happened? Aw, nothing, really! =P

hmmm..while im writing this, my mind is like quarelling with my hands saying i shud be doing my homeworks than blogging..well, the hands are taking power..*evil laugh* ..hisshh
ok, insya Allah, i'll try complete my homeworks as soon as possible..well, my defininition of "as soon as possible" is b4 Monday..hehes. Yikes! i really need a self-reflection..

k.k.gtg.

wasalam..

p.s. lebihkanlah ibadahmu sesungguhnya malam 10 terakhir sudah bermula...

2009-09-08T06:56:00.000-07:00

In the night I hear them talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul,
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?

2009-09-03T06:45:00.000-07:00

Quoted from a novel:

Aku merenung ke arah muka Ustaz Fadhl. Ya Allah, sinar nur imannya begitu ketara sekali. Tanpa aku sedari, Ustaz Fadhl rupanya memerhatikan gelagatku sejak tadi lagi. Subhanallah. Bila aku sedar sahaja bahawa dia sedang memerhatikanku, aku terus toleh. Astaghfirullah. Sedang aku tundukkan kepalaku, aku dapat merasakan seseorang sedang jalan menghampiriku. "Assalamualaikum....," terdengar suara menyapa. Tanpa menoleh , aku berbicara ,"Maaf Ustaz, tadi ana..." Belum sempat aku menerangkan suara itu menyampuk, " Ustaz? Eh, Zairah, I'm Yahya !"

(to be continued)

2009-09-03T06:22:00.000-07:00

Salam alaikum, Folks in Blogsville!! =)

Marhaban.

O' Allah taala. Pls forgive me.. i ve done so much wrong things these few days..

Tak tahu lah kenape ... darah asyik nak menyirap aje.. huh!

2009-08-31T22:30:00.000-07:00

Setiap kata syahdu itu,
menusuk di kalbu.
Setiap renungan mata,
terpana hati menjadi salju.

Adakah ini dinamakan cinta,
walau dipenuhi dusta.
Walau ada yang lebih berhak dicintai,
dan tidak penah dilalui.

Pertalian lebih kuat dari percintaan,
namun haruskah aku hidup,
menipu diriku sendiri,
mengatakan ini semua hanya mimpi.

Adakah aku berdosa,
melihat kebahagiaan umpama kesedihan,
aku tidak mementingkan diri,
namun aku tidak bisa terpuruk begini.

Ya Allah , Yang Maha Pencinta
Penuhi diriku dengan Cinta-Mu
Buatkanlah diriku lebih merindui-Mu
jauhkanlah aku dari mengkhianati diri sendiri.

Amiin..

Salam. Folks in Blogsville!
This sajak is one of the "instant-2 minutes-no idea" sajak.
comment on it if you one..

wasalam.

2009-08-22T06:54:00.000-07:00

Salam alaikum. Folks...

Heyya.. Ramadhan Mubarak ppl! Selamat Menjalani Ibadah Puasa.. =)
Today, 1st of Ramadhan, in Madrasah Waktanjong.. A Musabaqah Tahfidz Al-Quran was held there.. and i was one of the participant.. ala kulli hal, thnx to whoever who had doa for me.. thnx for the support! =) greatly appreciated.. jazakumuLlahu khairal jazaa'...

Congratulations to Md Nur Bakhir , Muhd Izzuddeen and Abg Muhd Huzaifah who have made WakTG proud today...FYI, they are the winners for their own category..Marha Marha.. Jayyid WakTG...Fuyyo.Fuyyo.. hehess

2009-08-19T03:55:00.000-07:00

Salam alaikum, Folks in BlogsVille.. XD

Ok, Alhamdulillah, today everything went smoothly..My heart was sooo emotional during Tauhid period..(ok, some of you know why laaahh)... 7 days of MC meaning 7 days without listening to his efficiently advice to us, students... well, what more can i say? everyone that seems close to us , will eventually leave us.. and yeah, we're like having the "heart numb synptoms" and really need a theraphy.. the best theraphy is ZikruLlah taala..nothing can beat that..

btw, HAPPY TEACHERS DAY to all my beloved teachers.. just now, the video clips that were presented to the teachers were soo touching and insya Allah would be memorable ones.. =)
Jayyid and well done, MWTI-ians...

And im sooo happy like what today..cos someone made me smile and smiled at me! =) hehehs
and , yeah at Scince Centre the experience, talking to the experts, was so undescripable..
Ya Allah taala.. Allahu Qadir..Allahu ala kulli syai in qadiir...

wassalam..
pls make dua for me , this sat i have Tahfiz Musabaqah... =)
syukran! barakallah taala fiikum..

2009-08-14T07:02:00.000-07:00

Salam alaikum, Folkss..

I'm missing school sooo much.. My Teachers, my friends and and and hehes... Ok, at home , i did almost nothing..and the homeworks were put aside as i was clueless abt everything..~errgghhh

pls make dua for me kayys guys..

wasalam

2009-08-10T19:09:00.000-07:00

Salam alaikum, Folks..

I didnt expect that i would be one of the Tamiflu patients.. Haha..Dont misinterprete k.. I didnt have H1N1 but i'm just having the symptoms..thats all.. =) Alhamdulillah..and not to forget 7 days MC..aaargghhh..y that long??? God..

Okay, so i ve learnt to accept reality..well, im still learning k..God, why is it so hard just to face the fact/truth? Because the truth is not always in the favour of us???

*Ku mohon doa kawan-kawan..Semogaku cepat sembuh..=) Amiin

Amiin..

2009-08-03T06:49:00.000-07:00

Salam alaikum, Folks, Beloved ones and yeah to all..

I donno to what extend a blog can make us feel comfortable and just soo right. But, now, i think the only medium that i can express my feelings is this blog of mine. Manifestly, my heart is now soo uptight with dilemma, nerve wreckness (if there's such a word), loss and mybe depressed.. YA Allah, Allahu Hafiz.. As a muslim, i know i shudnt and i cant be depressed.. But, how can i overcome this things without Your Help, O' My Lord..Yeah, and just wanna add on, 2009 is a year when i learn new things; sweet&sour.. So far, it is mistly "soury" experiences.. But these experiences really taught me and woke me up from a drowning depth of timeless sleep..God, ive been lost all this while ...Pls im begging You to lead me to the right path..

*my beloved brothers(both of you), im sorry..im sorry..

wassalam..

2009-07-22T07:20:00.000-07:00

Salam alaikum ,Folks..

Jus wanna share that now i feel sooo sad.. I'm missing sooo many ppl rite now.. Tsk.Tsk..
Allahu Hafeez..

2009-07-22T06:44:00.001-07:00

Salam Alaikum, Folks..

Allahu Akbar.. I'm missing my beloved teachers.. I'm missing my brother...!
Allahu Hafiz..

wasalam

2009-07-10T06:32:00.000-07:00

Salam alaikum, Folks..

CBH is having a sore throat..Due to countless moments of crying..! Allah.. Bless us!
I wish this day wont ever come in my life.. Ya Allah, dugaan ini begitu berat sekali..

Like A Comet

Blazing 'Cross The Evening Sky

Gone Too Soon

Like A RainbowFading

In The Twinkling Of An Eye

Gone Too Soon

Shiny And Sparkly

And Splendidly Bright

Here One DayGone

One Night

Like The Loss Of SunlightOn A Cloudy

AfternoonGone

Too Soon

Like A CastleBuilt Upon A Sandy Beach

Gone Too SoonLike

A Perfect Flower

That Is Just Beyond Your Reach

Gone Too Soon

Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To DelightHere

One DayGone One

NightLike A Sunset

Dying With The Rising Of The Moon

Gone Too Soon

Ustaz Salam, aka bb sufi..

hehes..gonna miss calling u that..

You're my bestfriend, brother and father..

Fillah and Fil Ilm..

Everyday will pass w/o you around..

makes my heartt goes empty..

but yes..

Allah taala is always with me..

Allahu Hafiz!

Allahu Akbar..

Eventhough, we look at the same sky everyday..

i'm not sure we're gonna meet anymore..

Wasalam and Fi AmaniAllah

='(

2009-07-08T05:33:00.000-07:00

Salam Alaikum, Folks.. Radhiallahu Ankum wa Annii

Just wanna say.. it's till in fantasy..in never land..
just cant imagine i wud be moving to another fanatsy realm..
=(

Wasalam

2009-07-06T07:02:00.000-07:00

Salam alaikum...
Wehee~~
My newly created website: zahqa.hostei.com

Lol...Loving myself..

Allahu Akbar..Allahu Hafeez..

stepping on my own path..

loving every breeze that passed,

smiling , singing..

my own song..

but wat can i do..

just looking up and hope 4 you..

the best in it's way..

so u cnt be astray..

wasalam and Fi amaniAllah

<3 spread it

2009-06-27T08:10:00.000-07:00

Salam Alaikum , Folks..

Ok, now, My mind so preoccupied by Michael Jackson's death.. Well, frankly speaking, i'm not his fan but the media really make his death story as a remarkable&unforgettable one! =(
One thing for sure, from the bottom of my heart, my condolences fro his family and children..
Hmmm.tsk.tsk. ok, guys, you must be wondering, "what's got into this gerl??"..ok, the fact is be it a superstar or a commoner, one's death really puts/gives an impact to my soft heart..uuhh..
i know that i need to face it someday, but the departures of many of my beloved-s are so sudden and heartwrenching that even a stranger dies will stunt my wrenched heart.... Allahu Hafeez..

wasalam and fi amniAllah
=)(

2009-06-23T09:00:00.000-07:00

Salam Alaikum Folks,

Just a brief blogging..
i am sooo happy today bcoz, i chatted with my beloved bio tcer..Sir Dinophylic..
hehehs..
"CBH......"
Allah..This is sooo wonderful...
AlhamduliLlah..

Wassalam and Fi AmniLlah
=))

2009-06-22T21:09:00.000-07:00

Salam Alaikum, Folks..

Tsk.Tsk.Tsk. I'm so wat do you call it, "frustated" is it?? Hmm..

2009-06-22T07:02:00.000-07:00

Salam Alaikum..

hehe my 2nd post 4 tonite..
donno wat i'm going to write but there's an idea coming up.. *think-think*
i think.. hmmm...
i think..errr..
i think...errmmm
i think that i've a prob.

2009-06-22T06:49:00.000-07:00

Salam Alaikum..

Waahhh..Nari Alhamdulillah..I'm sooo fanatically (if there's such a word) happy , maybe the happiest day in weeks..wowo..Alhamdulillah..
Firstly, I.T class was suprisingly "shiok-habes-punya" hahah.. it was so fun and very educational.. I love you, Teacher Hafizah..*Hugs*
Secondly, about the *Bugis-Broadband thingy*..hehs.. Only Allah swt and my family know abt this other than me!!! =)))
Thirdly, i could fight back !!! Alhamdulillah.. i could fight back, i could fight back!!! heheh
if anyone there is wondering wat on earth i am talking abt, relax.. Allahu A'alam..
Fourthly, i have succeeded to 4get my so called "PAST+ PRESENT"..Alhamdulillah...

Well, in every happiness there will be sadness, and i've tried my best to put aside my sadness even 4 a second but wat can i do , i'm not that tough and patient.. i am defeated by sorrow and grieg..the feel of longing and awaiting are soo overwhelming that i , sometimes, feel numb...*here comes the part where linkin park singing "numb"*...heheh

ok2 lah..cukup2 aja..

wasalam. ALLAHU HAFIZ

2009-06-19T08:41:00.000-07:00

Salam Alaikum, Folks..

Okay, today, basically, is the day i call, "mixed-emotion day"... =)(
Even though , this mrning my fever still mingling around my head but i strengthened myself to go to a place known to me as my 2nd home.. Well, what do you know, it was sooo worth it.
I had the best laugh in weeks with my bestfriends which are known as BioQah & friends or just Bio-Qahs for short. And today, unexpectedly, we discovered our so called nicknames , hahah. The nicknames were so weird+funny+cute..Hahahah..

Ok2..my eyes are getting heavier..

ZzzzzzzzzzzzZZ

Wasalam and Fi AmaniLlah..
=)